Save me

4.

He lays on top of me breathing heavily, I try to calm my breathing feeling his warmth. Suddenly, it goes away, he pulls out and stands up. I look at him sidewise still laying on my stomach. He grabs a towel and walks in the bathroom. After a while the opening of the bathroom door wakes me up. I look at him and see he's completely dressed. He's ready to leave but I don't want him to go. I need him, I need him to take care of me, I need his affection.

"Please take care of me, please hide me in your embrace, I feel really lonely right now." I beg as tears stream down my cheeks nonstop.
"You will be fine there's no need for submissive after care. And anyways I don't have time for this shit. Sleep and your head will clear up." He says fixing his tie.
"Please don't go, stay please." I keep beg as I start to cry out loud feeling a void inside me. It feels hollow, it's doesn't feel good to see him going without taking care of me.

He throws a bundle of hundred dollar bills on the bed and walks out without even glancing back at me once. I curl up with the side pillow and close my eyes  crying.

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I groan moving around, my head feels heavy my whole body hurts. I feel my tears coming again, it hurts, my heart hurts.
"Shhh you're fine." A hush voice says making me open my eyes.
It's Jimin, I'm laying beneath him, I'm on top of him. His hands are wrapped around my body. He came back, he came back to take care of me.
"Daddy is here babygirl, don't cry anymore." He says tightening his arms around my body.
I lay back down on his chest letting my tears fall.
"Don't leave me, I need you." I say in a shaky voice.
"I won't." He says patting the back of my head and makes me lay on his side and back hugs me pulling me close to his chest. I lean back on him and hold onto his arms tightly that are around me.

Next day

I wake up feeling empty again, I look around and see he's gone. I sigh and pull the blanket over my body and walk to the bathroom. I walk in front of the basin counter and drop the blanket off myself letting it slide down my body. Slowly bringing my hand up to my neck I caress the blue and purple marks on it. I stare at my reflection on the mirror, my chest is filled with his bite marks. I close my eyes and start to feel his touch all over my body, the images from last night plays in my head over and over again. A small smile appears on my lips when I remember how he came back for me.

The sound of water filling up the tub pulls me out of my trance. I snap my head back looking at the tub, Jimin looks at me and gestures me to go near him. I slowly walk to him looking down. He holds my wrist and pulls me to him making me sit on his lap.
"You were being so clingy yesterday you know that? Mhmm babygirl you are becoming more and more adamant as each day passes by." He says squeezing my waist.
I whimper keeping my gaze down.
"I'm sorry." I whisper.
"Sorry? Sorry won't fix everything baby you need to be punished again." He says making me stand.
I nod and get on my knees in front of him. He stands up and looks down at me.
"We won't be seeing each other anymore." Those words spill from his mouth making me look at him with complete and utter disbelief.