11.00pm
"Hello, you okay? What's going on?" Daniel asked as he answered the phone".
I was driving, around contemplating whether to go to Daniels house or not. It was Tuesday night, I had work tomorrow 'why was I still out? Mila, you're being too clingy just go home!' All these thoughts, were going through my mind as soon as Daniel answered the phone. I did not even remember pressing 'call'.
"Hello?" Daniel said again.
"H-hello Daniel", I said stuttering"is it ok for me to come over?"
"Yeah sure, of course I will text you my address now".
He ended the phone call, and texted me. The address connected straight away to my Google maps, and I was on my way to Daniels house.
It took me 41 minutes to drive there, but I made it. He opened the door for me, and I just started crying. I did not know what came over me, but I just felt so emotional. He pulled me into the house, and closed the door. He hugged me, not knowing what was going on.
I let go of him, and wiped my face.
"I'm so sorry for just turning up to your house last minute. I didn't want to go home, I just wanted to, and needed to see you", I said.
He looked at me with concern in his eyes. "That's ok Mila, come here sit down, I will make us some tea".
I sat down on the sofa, feeling all types of emotions. It hadn't even been a month since we confirmed our relationship, and I was already being clingy.
"You know what, I'm gonna go D. I am sorry for bothering you" I said, starting to get up.
"Oh my gosh Mila! Stop being so awkward, I've made the tea. You asked to come here, I said yes. I'm here for you, please stop over thinking and just sit".
Daniel walked over to the sofa, with 2 sweet and milky teas with biscuits on a tray, he placed them on the table and sat next to me.
"Talk to me", Daniel said as he looked at me never breaking eye contact. He genuinely wanted to hear, what I had to say at 12 midnight.
"I saw Calvin today, at Nando's and he was with his new girlfriend. As soon as they saw me, they both started laughing, that guy is just toxic".
"The whole time we were in that situationship he bullied me, but I'd stay with him for the comfort of having a guy in my life".
"He'd put me down all the time, call me shy and pathetic etc but I'd still say with him and do what he wanted me to do. Since Calvin, I've never been comfortable around a guy romantically. I just go more, and more into my shell until guys just go off me".
"I don't know why you want to be with me Daniel honestly, I do not deserve you". I said crying again.
Daniel put his cup down, and just sat watching me cry. I looked up at him, and wiped my tears, feeling embarrassed.
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