Usually anybody who crushes you dreams of becoming something is considered a jerk or dick right? Well, what do you call one who encourages it but also just doesn't want it to happen... maybe a two-faced. Yeah, that's the word you use for bitches. The ones who think they're the queens of anything.
For a moment I actually considered quitting track just to please her, because that's what I do. I always do what other people want, and maybe that's not going to benefit me in the future but I guess this is my hell.Going back to the letter I dedicated to God, I am filled with questions, like why me?... What makes me a puppet being played around with by everyone. And maybe I'm not a victim with evidence, maybe I can't accuse her of anything but I really don't want to have anything to do with her once I'm out of this house, just like she doesn't with her mom. This makes me a two-faced too, but its to protect myself and satisfy her hunger, her hunger to make people feel bad.
Because she really likes to say how much she works but we are now walking to school, dealing with school, going to practice and walking back home just to have her yell at us, to clean and help with dinner then clean up again. Yeah, I'm sorry I want to pursue something in sports just in case out of millions of students I don't have a chance to win a scholarship academically. I'm sorry I'm such a mess up to you, I don't do things right, I'm sorry I make things worse and I'm sorry you were born.

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An Introduction
Short Story"today is Sunday and I have decided to start journaling painful events that happen..." These are the journal entries to Kelsey, a girl who worries to much about others even though they don't give a shit about her. 'Just drink it down with vodka is h...