1/11/18

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I've decided to take breaks in between  like I am with food. Yeah... that's the highlight of my week. This whole week I didn't eat breakfast or lunch and nothing in between. Today though was the day I broke and ate lunch then got home and ate more, also I'm pretty sure we're all going to skip dinner because she fell asleep, just like yesterday.

You may think... here's another anorexic story, but no. I'm doing this to prove a point. Well my point won't be proved until I relapse which I think will happen soon considering track season is starting but I want to prove to my parents that I go unnoticed most of the time. I mean you could be taking into count that I'm trying to hide it from them but trust me. They will find out.

I've decided to not eat breakfast or lunch or nothing in between because it's during the day and nobody knows and I plan to escape dinner if possible which I've already done. I didn't wake her up yesterday for the sole purpose of not wanting to eat dinner. I also realized and other people are starting to realize is that I'm not in the best mood lately and I'll blame that on my miserable life here and the fact that my parents hate each other and are only together because of us. It drives me crazy to think that my life is falling apart, note (I'm smiling while writing this sentence.) Nobody understands what's right and what only concerns them. Everything is going downhill because everybody is being selfish.

  

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