09/04/18

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You really don't know how much it hurts when you get asked "what's wrong?" and all you can say is "I'm fine" and you don't get an "are you sure?" you just get an "okay." I really deeply badly want help but I can't manage to get it, so I hope that someone notices what's wrong and they do, but they just give up. Nobody tries to help, all I want is for someone to notice and keep pushing me until I break, but nobody does. Nobody questions my actions. Nobody questions my sanity. Nobody helps me.                                                                                                                                                   Today I had a breakdown. I knew she wan't in the room with me, but it felt like it. I felt like she was going to hurt me again, time stopped for me but in the other room they just kept on laughing and acting okay.

Memories started coming back and its hurting me even more. It's giving me more problems than I can handle.

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