01/22/19

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My cousin hates me, I'm ignoring my parents, and I don't think I can live here anymore. I hate my life so much at this point, I don't know what to do really...                                                                                 Its just...I'm mentally unstable and every night I can't take it so I break down, but at this point I'm starting to think that this is not good for me and I'd be better off dead or getting help but I also know that one of those is never going to happen so I guess death it is. I just feel like I'm treated like a piece of shit while I'm here and my parents aren't very good at hiding who their favorite is. Also I broke down last night because I realized that if the instance that my tua was telling me about my sister is the same  one my mom told me than that is nothing compared to what I've been through because I've been beaten to the ground while she watched  and she's always had to help no matter what she's gone through. I just want them to realize that I'm on the verge of death and life.

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