02/17/19

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My life has been unfair for as long as I can remember and of course it kills me a little bit inside but you know, you get through it...you have to keep it bottled up, you can't complain, show no sign of pain. I'm still not happy with myself or with anything really but when you think about it, it just gets worse. Everything always gets worse as time goes on, but I can never satisfy anyone because I'm not good enough right? I'm not what everyone expected and wanted. I'm just a fuck up because I can never do anything right. I just wish everyone knew that I don't do things for myself, I do things for other people because I can't satisfy even myself. I hate myself because its not like anyone cares about me anyways. I'm done telling everyone that I'm fine when I'm not. I'm done showing everyone what I can do when they clearly don't care.                                                     My parents don't care anymore. They never gave a shit about me, I mean why would they? They have no reason to... its not like I'm their daughter  or anything. They have one that is perfect, she always does things the right way and can do no wrong.

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