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**BEFORE YOU READ IM WARNING YOU THERE IS SELF HARM IN THIS IMAGINE** **TRIGGER WARNING**
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kai when he sees that you self harmed yourself
since you started dating kai everyone acted like they didn't care about you, they would all ignore you and even your sister elena called you a disgrace for having feelings for kai.
you felt like you couldn't handle it anymore, kai wasn't around much doing god knows what. sometimes you even had a feeling he was cheating on you but you loved him so much you didn't want to just assume it.
kai wasn't home so it would be the perfect time, you filled the bathtub up with water letting it overflow. before you got in the tub you grabbed a razor blade from underneath the sink. you got in the cold water making you shiver.
you put the blade up to your wrist but stopped when you heard a door close. "y/n? y/n?" hearing his voice made you not want to cut yourself, but you thought you had to because you thought no one cared anymore.
"y/n i know your head i can hear the tub running" he yelled from downstairs, you heard the stairs creak as he walked up. he walked up to the bathroom door and you could hear the water squish underneath his feet "what the fuck" he muttered.
he started banging on the door to let him in, "i'm sorry kai but i can't do it anymore." at this point you were crying as you watched the blood trickle down your wrist. it looked like a tear of a broken girl, "what are you talking about y/n. i'm serious y/n let me in. i'll break the fucking door down let me in." you could hear the panic in his voice, but continued to do the same to your other wrist.
"that's thing kai i can't" you dropped the razor blade on the ground sinking into the tub. "sign argis" you heard kai say before opening the door.
"oh my god y/n!" you could see him crying as he pulled you from the water and into his lap. "why? why would you do this to yourself." he hugged you rocking you back and fourth, kissing the top of your head.
"everyone hates me, there's no one kai no one" you started to become weak, your eyes starting to close. he set you down on the floor "stay with me y/n okay?" he starts muttering some words and you could see the cuts slowly healing.
he sits you up and puts you on his lap, hugging you "don't ever do that again y/n i love you so fucking much." he keeps kissing the top of your head "i'm sorry i'm so sorry i'm such a fuck up" he grabs your face "your not a fuck up okay your not. your so beautiful and kind and you always put everyone else before yourself and that's why i love you so much." he closes the distance between you and him and kisses you. "i'm sorry."
"no y/n i'm sorry. i should've seen this sooner and i will never forgive myself for this." he kisses you again and just sits there hugging you.
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