Chapter 21

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I looked up only to see the beautiful Lily Allen on stage.

"Thank you all for coming tonight! First off, i'd like to invite Mrs Arabella Blossom, also known as Mr Alex Turner's beautiful girlfriend!" She said, flashing a million dollar smile. I walked over in my heels, hugging her and pecking each side of her cheeks. I walked up to the podium, completely unaware of what I was going to say.

"I don't have a speech so uhm" I said, causing the crowd of about 100 to laugh.

"Thank you all so much for coming, I couldn't be any happier with this. Honestly, my life has changed so much ever since I got with Alex. Being famous isn't all airbrushing and flying past people. You have to dodge and weave through everything that is thrown at you to get through everyday life. Paparazzi are annoying as fuck and you never stop getting annoyed with them though. I have met so many people ever since this little bitch has been tagging along with me"

I said, pointing to Alex. He threw his hands up in the air causing everyone to crack in fits of laughter.

"My life couldn't be any better at the moment. I'm so happy with how far the boys have come and how much success they have. Also to all of you out in the crowd, thank you so much for coming. To a good night!" I say, raising my glass in the air. They did the same and cheered and clapped, leaving me to walk off the stage. A Certain Romance came on and everyone shouted the words and it was so crazy when the guitar blared out of the speakers. Sweaty bodies were pushed against every one of us but nobody cared; We were all having the time of our lives. 

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Alex and I said our goodbyes to everyone and left the venue, hand in hand. It was about 11:30 and we were both shattered. I slipped off my heels, putting my vans on and he drove off. We blasted "Choo Choo" in the car, shouting every word and laughing along at our stupidity. When we finally arrived home, we burst through the door, slamming it behind us and I tripped, causing me to fall in Alex's warm embrace. He giggled at me then pulled me up, carrying me to bed. I lie down, beckoning Alex to come over with my finger.

WARNING: This is kinda restricted cough cough theyre about to do the thang u do in bed so if this isnt ur thing just skip it lol

He creeped closer and closer until he was right next to me. Within an instant, my hands were gripping his collar and pulling him deeper into the kiss. His tongue darted in and out of my mouth, causing me to let out a slight moan. He planted sloppy kisses all along my jawline, then my collarbone, then my shoulder. He lifted up my long sleeve crop top and I helped him get it off my head, then throwing it across the room.

Funny thing is, we weren't drunk.

Jesus.

First time doing it when we're not drunk.

He twirled the elastic of my bra around his finger, then planting soft kisses on my belly and I kicked off my shoes. I pulled his shirt off his head and stared at his defined abs. We continued kissing as he slid my skirt off, throwing it across the room. He pulled down his jeans and we were left there in nothing but our underwear. He undid the clip of my bra and didn't really pay any attention to my breasts. I was pretty happy with that though because I didn't want him just staring at them for 7 years. I tugged at his boxers and he quickly slid them off, then sliding mine off.

My eyes slightly widened and I couldn't help but stare.

Woah.

He pounced on me but paused for a second.

"Wait... Protection" He said, panting.

"Just be careful" I said. I smiled at how sweet he is.

"You sure?"

"Yes" I said, giggling. I sat up and softly kissed him, he grabbed my hips and laid me back down on the soft sheets, passionately kissing me. 

"You positive?" He said. I laughed and replied.

"Yes Alex! I'm positive, just go for it" I grinned.

He placed his hands halfway down either sides of my stomach and slowly made his way into me. Suddenly, a flush of half pain and half pleasure flushed over my body as I tipped my head back and made a loud moan. I hadn't had sex for about 5 years now

Well, non drunk sex was a couple months ago but whatever

And it hurt more than I remember. He let out a groan and kept going, slowly but surely fastening his pace with every thrust. I tipped my head back and every time the pain was replaced with pleasure. Buttons of sweat were forming on his chest and his neck veins were popping out.

It was extremely hot.

"Fuck Alex...." I moaned. Our cheeks turned red as we were nearing our climax.

We were so close.

But it was way too good to stop now.

He grinded his hips into me, and it happened. I let out a loud moan and he let out a grunt, my body filled with him. He fell beside me, panting. We stayed hugging for about 10 seconds.

"Alex..."

He kissed my cheek. A tiny bit of fear came over me as I realised I wasn't on any type of protection and he wasn't either. 

I nuzzled my face in Alex's neck as we both drifted off into a deep sleep. I decided to buy a pregnancy test tomorrow.

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I awoke in the early hours of 4am. I was panting and sweating, I ran out to the balcony and looked at the packet of cigarettes.

No Arabella, stop it. You and Alex haven't smoked for 4 months and it's time you quit.

I listened to the voices and took deep breaths. I gazed out and watched my breath as it hitched and formed mist in the air because of the cold weather of Sheffield. A pair of arms snaked around my waist but I didn't flinch, knowing it was Alex.

"Panic attack?" He asks.

"Yep" I say popping the P. All of a sudden, I burst out crying. He nuzzled my face hin his neck and kissed my forehead in an attempt to calm me down.

"Sshh baby... What's wrong love?"

"We didn't use protection....." I say. "And it happened"

He let out a silent gasp as he remembered.

"I'm so sorry......" He said, kissing my forehead.

"No Alex.... Don't worry.... What would you do if I was pregnant?"

There was silence for about 10 seconds.

"Never leave you" Was all he said. He carried me back to bed, kissing my cheek and falling back asleep, tangled in eachothers bodies. He woke me up about 10 hours later, dragging me out of bed.

"Ugh, what?" I said, putting on my Black Sabbath shirt, my ripped acid wash shorts and my black converse. I quickly pulled my hair in a high ponytail as he lead me outside. We were in the hallway of my apartment when I spotted a figure. 

My eyes were watering.

I couldn't see.

Alex stepped back.

And I gazed at the figure.

Miles.

~ authors note ~

#takemebacktoleeds2014
thank you all so much for over 1k reads! i never thought i would get this far but thanks to all of you guys i did. once again sorry if this chapter is bad but rn im on the train platform waiting for my train to go back to liverpool.
and yes im from liverpool i fangirled wayyyy to much when i found out about miles kane like 2 years ago and i havent stopped fangirling
next chapter will be up by the next weekend hopefully
have a safe and happy day
lyla


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