Is It Meant To Be (Under major editing again)

Chapter 8 (Unedited)

This song's lyrics (at the beginning, or any part you want) explains the way Chelsey and William were before they actually met. Remember, she's shy, and he's popular...it's hard to see a fly in the dark until you heard it buzz, then you know it's there. (see what I did there. ;D lol) Anyway's enjoy, and tell others bout this book too...it's okay if you don't lol.

        I looked at Christopher, and he just shrugged. He sighed and said, ''Chelse, it's a family problem, you have nothing to worry about, it's not your fault nor is it your problem.'' I nodded and hugged Christopher. He's so good to me, why is he so good, why is his mom so good! What the fuck went wrong in the reproduction of William! I stayed like that, but finally pulled away and felt a sudden rush through my body...i'm blushing...of course. He blushed to and said, ''What was that for?'' while scratching his neck. How cliché lol, I love how cliche he is with me, that's what I like about him. ''Because your so good to me when I need you, and you just...you just...you always no the right thing to say to make me feel better.'' I felt another rush go through me body once those words escaped my mouth.

        ''Well, thanks for sharing that with me, you lighted up my day, hey, I might even go back to school.'' Christopher scoffed. That was hot, in the most weirdest way.

        ''Why did you even leave school? Why do you live with you cousins? Why did William get the ass whole trait? Who did he get the trait from?--'' I rushed, but eventually got cut off by a laugh. ''Yo Chelse, can you slow down, and stop with all them questions.'' I felt another rush and this time it felt good.

        ''I think I can answer those questions, but I won't be able to answer them in order, so listen carefully. Okay, here I go...I left school because William was being an ass, his girl was flirting with me, Janette was yelling at me, and you weren't there...I don't live with my cousins, nor my aunt, they just came because of family issues, so their staying with us until further notice...William isn't a ass, well he might be, but i'm used to it...Chelse, there's no such thing as an ass whole trait (laugh), did I answer them in order?'' Christopher finished while breathing hard.

        I couldn't help, but giggle and say, ''Why did William's girl flirt with you? Why was Janette screaming at you? You actually left because I wasn't there, aw, but why? What do you mean William isn't an ass, he's the biggest one! Wait...that didn't sound right...'' We both began to laugh. ''Okay lemme continue--'' I tried to finish before Christopher cut me off again. ''Chelsey what's with all the questions...now your scaring me.'' Christopher said while taking steps away from me.

        ''But I did hear one question that grabbed my attention, and I can answer that...I couldn't stay in school without y-you because I have no other reason to stay there besides education...Chelsey, I l-like y-you...okay it's only been three days, but when I layed eyes on you the first time...I instantly liked you.'' He finished.

        He answered my question that I already knew the answer to ever since the kiss, the first glance, and other things that my conscious was debating about.

        ''But...'' Oh no, the but, I hate the buts'...whoa, that didn't sound right either. ''I don't mean to cause anything, b-but your always leaving, always gone, y-you...no! It's not you...it's me! It's always me! William gets all the girl, and just attracts them like flies to a freaking dead body! And on the other hand, I just get the side track, or the girl's who only like me because i'm a twin, or they want to be closer to my other ''hot'' twin brother, or even, they just want a freaking boyfriend for sex! Chelsey! It's not you, it's me...I shouldn't be blaming you for this kind of thing! I should be blaming myself for being so freaking unattractive and weird!'' Well...this is a bit too serious, so I might just make a run for the door, but something in my head kept my inside, or probably the moldy donut was the only reason why I wanted to leave, or the craziness.