Is It Meant To Be (Under major editing again)

Chapter 11 (Unedited)

        I finally found Nicole, (thank goodness) she's not the brightest penny in the piggy bank...she could've cause alot of drama in places or did some bad things to people. I ran to her, while shouting her name, but it's as if she didn't want to hear anything. She sat at a bus bench, while breathing real hard.

        I just had to ask, ''Why are you breathing so hard?'' She ignored me, but she had some huge scissors on her hand...now tell me when did she have that thing.

        She finally said, ''I was getting chased by a bunch of boys, one of them I swear reminds me of someone. Anyways, they chased me three blocks before I scared them away with my scissors. They couldn't recognize me as the famous and dangerous Nicole Hensward with this stupid hair color and these dumb clothes! They just recognized me as a hot girl who they want no matter what! Fuck you Chelsey, you did this to me so screw yourself!'' I moved back before she did anything to me, especially since she has these big scissors which she's not afraid to use!

        ''It's n-not my fault that you almost got raped! Welcome to my world...'' Did I just...did I just tell her that I got raped without actually saying it? Of course I did, ugh, think Chelsey, think!

        ''Do you mean to tell me...you, the goody, no trouble, kiss up, Chelsey Rae, got raped?'' I noticed that she dropped the scissors on the floor, so I sighed, in relief that they're out of her grasp, while saying, ''I never said that, I only said welcome to my life.''

        ''Your life is awesome, you live in a big house, have alot of friends, have good grades, know the Gray twins, and you just got it good Chelsey!'' I cringed when she said I had a awesome life because I actually have it screwed up.

        ''I most certainly don't have an awesome life! I got raped, I have not to many friends, I got detention that was two hours of boriness and a waste of my life, I messed up my perfect attendance, I regret ever knowing the Gray twins, so I don't got it good, okay...I got it real bad! So get it right and don't jump to conclusions!'' Nicole just sat there speechless for about thirty seconds before asking, ''How was your first time?''

        ''What?''

        ''How did it feel to have sex?''

        ''Are you crazy? And I didn't have sex, I got raped, there's a difference! Sex is when you like it, and raped it when it's by force! You are crazy aren't you..that's the only thing you have to say? After everything that i've told you, you still don't want to ask about it, or if i'm okay?''

        ''I am asking about it...so answer me!''

        ''It was terrible and it hurt and the next day I was a bit sore, and--''

        ''Damn girl, all you gotta say is that it was a nightmare! You sound like you went through hell!''

        ''Have you ever...h-had s-sex?''

        ''It was kind of the biggest mistake of my life, but it's over now and it's not that bad when you do it with someone that you really love...''

        ''Tell me about what happened!'' I stated leaning close to find out. She stayed silent, then said, ''Okay, so you may not know this, but I used to be a brunette, partier, and nice to be with and talk to kinda girl, but you know, I guess people change, or as some say, the world changes you. Anyways, I had a great reliable boyfriend named Fred Danish, who was an outstanding boyfriend, sorry I keep complimenting him, but he really was great!''

        ''So you used to have a boyfriend...very interesting, and by the way, you sounded perfect.''

        ''I was feeling real great about my life until after that night.''