Why does it have to be so hard? Roman Godfrey X Reader

Chapter 25

You wake up on Roman's bed alone. There is just cold place next to you. You sigh and watch the clock on the table. It's 10:45 and today you are going on bus with Shelley and it leaves at 11:00.

"Shit", you say and quickly run out of the room.

You hit on Roman.

"What the fuck are you doing?", he asks stupid grin on his face.

"I need to hurry. Bus leaves at eleven", you say.

"What the fucking bus?", he asks.

"I need to go now", you say and smile.

"What?", Roman asks.

"I need to go. See you later", you say and kiss him on the cheek, then you quickly run to your room.

Roman just shrugs and goes to his room.

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You have changed your clothes and brushed your teeth and hair. But then you feel like you are going to throw up. You quickly run to the toilet and vomit your last night dinner out. You have throwed up many times lately and you just don't know why.

When the bad feeling just goes away, like other days, you decice to go with Shelley.

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You and Shelley were in the bus, but now you are in the shop/cafe. Jenny is on the checkout again. Shelley told you that she is going to buy the earrings, which Jenny showed to her when you were at here with Roman.

Shelley goes to the checkout talk to Jenny, but you just walk around. You look some clothes and stuff.

"Good to see you", you hear familiar voice behind you.

You immediately freeze and just shake your head.

"It can't be him, no. I just hear it inside of my head", you think and sigh.

"Didn't you hear what I said?", the voice asks again.

You turn around and see your father. He has black hoodie on and his face is pale and dirty, he must have lived on the street lately.

You just freeze and open and close your mouth, not knowing what to say.

"How is it going my little girl?", he asks and puts his hand on your shoulder.

"Don't touch me", you hiss and walk backwards.

"Come on. I just wanna hug. I've been missing for you", he says and walks closer to you.

"No!", you shout in panic and Jenny and Shelley notice your situation.

Your dad glares at you and then hits you on the face.

"You stupid slut", he says and runs out.

You collapse on the floor and break into tears.

Shelley and Jenny run to you and kneel next to you. Your nose starts bleeding.

"Hey. Y/N, are you okay? What happened?", Jenny asks and gives you some paper from her pocket.

"He was my dad. That guy who escaped from the jail", you say trying to hold your tears.

"Oh my god. I will call to the cops", Jenny says and rubs your arm, then she runs up to the counter and takes the phone.

"We need to go, Shelley", you say and get up holding your nose.

"Maybe we should wait until the officers come", Shelley says.

"No", you say and wipe your tears away.