Why does it have to be so hard? Roman Godfrey X Reader

Chapter 26

You sit on the corner of your room, you have sit there about three hours. Sometimes you are sad and sometimes you feel angry. You just can't decice how do you feel. You are tired, but you can't even sleep. You are mad at Roman, he haven't come to support you or apologize to you. You throwed up an hour ago and you are just confused about everything.

You decice to change your clothes to something more comfortable and take your shirt off. You accidentaly are front of the mirror and notice that your tummy is expanded.

"What?", you think and put your hand over your tummy, it feels hard.

Then it hits you, you have been feeling sick lately.

"No, no. This can't happen to me", you think and start panicing. "I'm pregnant"

You know it can't be Roman's baby, the signs of your pregnancy started before you had sex together. So it has to be Chris's baby.

At this point you just want to roll down the hill and just stay there.

You fall on your bed and start crying more than ever. You scream on your pillow, like you could get all the bad feelings out. Your whole body is shaking and you almost can't breath.

You don't know what should you do. You can't talk to Roman right now and you are scared of his reaction. You feel like you are not ready to take care of a baby, barely of yourself.

You hear knock from the door.

"Why now? Is it Roman or Shelley?", you think.

You stood up and quickly look at yourself from the mirror. You don't have time to cover the signs of crying so you just have to explain something.

You open the door and get suprised. It's not Roman or Shelley like usually. It's Olivia.

"Can I come in?", she asks smile on her face.

"Yeah", you mumble.

"My lovely son seems sad. You know, I don't like you much, but I can see it's about you again", Olivia says and walks around the room.

"And?", you ask.

"He loves you, no matter how stupid it is after all", she says and smiles.

"Okay. Why are you telling me this?", you ask and sit on your bed.

Olivia sits next to you and looks deeply in your eyes.

"I want him to be happy and you make him happy. So don't you dare to hurt him. You can live in here just because he likes you", she says and gets up, wiping her white skirt.

You nod to her confused.

"This is weird", you think.

"Well, I don't have more time to have a converstation with you", Olivia says and opens the door.

Before she closes it she says:

"And dinner is at seven, you are eating with us"

The door slams shut and the silence leaves you alone and confused sitting on the edge of your bed. She just ignored tears on your face and didn't even ask how do you feel.

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A/N:

I'm sorry this was a short chapter, but next week's chapter will be much longer. :)

And that part where you realised that you are pregnant was stupid 😂, but I couldn't make it any better, so you have to deal with it.