Why does it have to be so hard? Roman Godfrey X Reader

Chapter 28

"No fucking way", he says shaking his head.

You just stare at the ground.

"Oh my fucking god", he says letting go of your hand.

"I'm sorry", you say tears burning your eyes.

"It doesn't help", Roman hisses getting up.

"What should we do?", you ask trying your best to talk normally.

"I don't know", he says putting his hand through his hair.

"I-I think it's Chris's baby", you say quietly.

"What?", Roman says turning around.

You can see the mix of anger and frustration in his eyes.

You start crying harder and slowly drain down from bed to the floor. You lean against the bed, your hands over your face. You don't know what to do.

"Hey, it's gonna be okay, somehow", Roman says and sits next to you, he takes your hands of his owns.

"How?", you ask sadness filling your voice.

Roman doesn't say anything, he raises you on his lap and wraps his arms around you. His chin is resting on your forehead. You quietly cry on his chest.

You two just sit there a while, until you are almost cried yourself to sleep.  Roman raises you up and gently puts you on your bed. He puts sheets over you and kisses your head. Then he lays next to you and wraps his arms around you.

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You wake up when you feel Olivia coming to your bed. You open your eyes a little and see her opposite of you, her hand is on Roman's cheek. Roman is leaning on his back and you and Olivia are both sides of his. It seems weird to you, like being on the same bed with your boyfriend and his mother. You just close your eyes and pretend to sleep.

"You're stronger than I'd have ever hoped", Olivia whispers to sleeping Roman, but you can that he is waking up.

Then Olivia seems to leave, the extra weight disappears from the other side of the bed. You open your eyes and see the door closing.

"I know that you are awake", Roman says.

You put your head on his warm chest and wrap your arms around his perfect body.

"Can we still sleep a little while. I need to get over that trauma", you whisper.

"Sure", Roman says tiredly.

"Remember, that you are not going to say anything about my pregnancy to anyone, ok? I've been thinking and I don't even want to keep it", you say raising your head and look at him in the eyes.

You did wake up at the night and thought about this. After a while, you came to the conclusion that it wouldn't be a good idea.

"That's clear, my lady", Roman says and smirks, then you two drift to sleep.

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At the school you and Roman walk together along the corridor, which is full of people. You have to be careful, if you don't want to hit on someone. You two are going to talk with Peter, about something.

"Where is he?", you ask.

"Right there", Roman says and waves his hand at Peter, telling him to follow you two, while you keep walking.

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You three go to somekind of stock, which is at the school area. Roman lights two cigarettes to Peter and to himself, then the boys lean against the doorway. You sit on bucket, which you did find on the ground.

"I have a lead. I think something is going on at the White Tower. I don't know if it is connected or not, but I can get us in", Roman says to Peter.

"And here we go again", you mutter and Peter just rolls his eyes.

Roman glares at you two and asks:

"What?"

"No", Peter says.

"What do you mean, no?", Roman asks.

"It's over", Peter says.

You lean forward on the bucket and put your elbows on your knees. You listen their converstation very focused.

"What are you talking about?", Roman asks, really not understanding what is going on.

"This is over. We're done", Peter says.

"Why?", you ask.

Peter looks away and blows the smoke out.

"What? You mean the cops? You said, 'get rid of them' and I did. What's the problem? Y/N didn't mind at all", Roman says when Peter stays quiet.

"I forgive too easily. That what you did was dumb", you sigh and get up.

Peter just stares at Roman.

"Ok, ok. It was stupid. It was really stupid. I'm an asshole. I'm sorry, Ok?", Roman says.

"Hey, Peter. Come on. Think about what you're doing. You can't walk away over that a stupid thing like that. You can't walk away from this", you say walking front of him.

"Will you fucking say something?!", Roman asks loudly, because Peter seems off.

"You two should go. There is no good for you two here. You should get away from all this death...", Peter says.

Now you remember your mother's death, again. You have just forgotten it, because only the pregnancy and problems with Roman, has spinned around in your head.

"This town and your name. Make it all clean. I don't know...figure it out from here", Peter keeps talking, mostly to Roman.

"I bet you'd like that. I bet you'd find that very convenient, you gypsy piece of shit!", Roman says and throws his cigarette on the ground.

You don't want to things go like that. Peter has been a good friend. You want to do something, but it seem like it's nothing what you could do.

Peter looks at the ground.

"You know, if you fuck my cousin, I will kill you", Roman says angrily.

Peter raises his gaze and looks at Roman, like kind of challenging him.

"You are not better than me", Roman says and leans his face really close to Peter's.

Peter just shrugs and leaves.

"Roman, you know, that Letha can make her own decisions. Aren't you a little overprotective about her", you say.

"I'm just trying to keep that fucking disgusting human being away from her. What is wrong with that?", he asks annoyed.

"But if Letha wants...", you start, but Roman presses his lips against your, so you can't speak.

"Stop", he says and leans back from the kiss.

"You know, I have a right to talk", you say and cross your arms.

"Stop annoying me", Roman says and starts walking outside.

"You are annoying me too", you say and follow him.

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A/N:

In the series Roman rapes that girl, when he saw Letha and Peter having sex. But I've been thinking and I don't wanna but that rape thing in this story. So...should Roman comd to Y/N and cry...or something...🤷‍♀️