Why does it have to be so hard? Roman Godfrey X Reader

Chapter 33

It's next week and Roman still aren't waking up, he has been in coma nearly two weeks now. You have just been hanging out with Letha, Shelley and Peter. Now you are going to the abortion with Letha.

You and Letha sit in the car. You are confused about your feelings and you haven't talked to Letha much.

"Hey. You need to know that, I'm not judging this. It's your decision", Letha says and grabs your hand.

"Thank you. Can you please be quiet about this?", you ask.

"I would never betray you", she says and smiles.

You smile to her and look out from the window, when you arrive to the clinic. You feel nervous.

Letha parks the car and then you two step out.
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You wake up, feeling weird pressure in your tummy. It feels empty. You open your eyes. You are laying on bed, in hospital. White walls seem disturbing.

You hear footsteps and turn to look at the way, which they come. A nurse walks next to your bed. She has a glass of juice on her hand.

"Hey. How are you feeling?", she asks.

"Good", you say.

She hands the glass to you.

"Drink this, it will give you some energy. Take it easy to rest of the day. But you will be fine and tomorrow you can just live your life as you like to", nurse says and smiles.

"Okay, thank you. When can I leave?", you ask sitting up.

"Then, when someone comes to get you. Is someone coming?", she asks.

"I am", Letha says from the door.

You smile to her and she smiles to you.

"Okay then. Change your clothes and then you are free to go", the nurse says and walks out from the door.

Letha walks next to you and gives you some clothes.

"I will wait outside", she says and walks out.

You put the comfortable clothes on and then just sit on the bed.

It's kinda feels good to get away from this problem, but it feels strange too.

"Y/N, are you ready?", Letha asks.

"I am", you say and walk out.

When you walk out arms are wrapped around you.

"Oh", you mumble.

"I promised to support you", she says and presses you.

"Thanks", you say quietly.

She lets you go and smiles to you.

"How are you feeling?", she asks.

"I don't know. It feels weird, but I will get through this", you say and sigh.

Letha looks at you and taps your shoulder.

"Let's get some ice cream, it makes you feel better", Letha says and drags you with her.

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In the evening, you watch while Shelley, Peter and Letha play a game together. Peter and Letha come here to keep some company to you and Shelley.

You just sit next to Shelley on the sofa staring at the fire. Peter and Letha sit on the floor opposite of you and Shelley. You smile to them, but you are a little sad. You miss Roman, a lot.

"All right, this one is for Shelley. Which book begins: "Last night I dreamt I went to Manderlay again"?", Letha asks.

Shelley starts smiling and quickly write to her phone: