Why does it have to be so hard? Roman Godfrey X Reader

Chapter 20

After you two have do your things, you quickly put your clothes on.

"Did you feel good?", Chris asks and grabs your hand.

"Yeah", you say quietly not even looking at him.

You just don't feel like you lost your virginity in right way, with unknown man. Sadness fills you and you feel terrible, this wasn't a good idea, but you can't take it back anymore.

"But I have to go now", you say and walk out.

Chris quickly grabs your arm.

"Hey. You really seem like a wonderful girl and I would love to see you again", he says.

"Um...listen, you seem nice and that way, but I don't see like we could be anything", you say.

"Okay, I understand", he mutters sadly and kisses your hand.

"I hope we will see again. Bye", he says and leaves.

"Bye", you whisper after him.

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You start walking to the parking area, but then you notice Roman standing on the dark corner. He walks to you.

"Y/N, who the hell was that?", he asks.

"My friend, I guess", you say quietly.

"Your fucking friend. You can't be serious right now", Roman says.

"So? What if we had some fun together?", you ask and sigh.

"Y/N are you fucking stupid or something?", Roman asks angrily.

You just glare at him.

"You had sex with unknown man, what if he wouldn't have been nice?", Roman asks.

"Ugh. It's none of your business. Can we just go home?", you ask, you think it's weird that Roman is that angry at you, even he does the same thing by himself.

"No. We need to talk", Roman says.

"About what?", you sigh.

"About us", Roman says.

"What?", you ask.

"Things can't just keep going in this way. Y/N, I've been thinking and I want to be more than frie", he say and grabs your hand.

"I don't know what should I say", you say and sigh.

"What do you mean?", Roman asks.

"I think that you are not like a relationship guy, you are a player. It hurts me when I see you with other girls and if we would be together, it woul hurt so much more", you say and your eyes start get wet.

"If we would be together, I promise that, I would never cheat on you", Roman says and stares at you, deeply on your eyes.

"Well, I have to think about it", you say.

Then you hear foot steps behind you, you turn around and see Chris.

"Hey Y/N", he says.

Roman glares at him and takes your hand.

"Hey. What do you want?", you ask.

"I just um...you are just so gorgeus and I just can't give up so easily. So do you want to give your number to me?", Chris asks.

You are just about to say something as Roman says:

"Just leave. Don't bother her, she doesn't want guy like you", Roman says.

"I think that she can make her decicion by herself", Chris says and smiles at you.

"Chris, like I said. You seem nice, but could you just leave?", you say, scared of if Roman would hurt him.

"But...", Chris starts.

"Do as she said", Roman says to him.

"You are a fucking whore. Just change man in couple minutes", Chris says.

You feel anger boil inside of you.

"Don't fucking talk to her like that!", Roman says.

"But it's true", Chris says and smirks.

Roman punches he and you hear terrible crack, when Chris nose brokes. His nose start bleeding and he sits on the ground.

"Y/N, let's go now", Roman says and pulls you with him and you two walk to his car.

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"Y/N, what the hell were you thinking?", Roman asks.

"We already had this converstation", you mumble.

"So? You really had sex with him? That idiot", Roman asks and squeezes the wheel harder.

"Yes", you say.

"You lost your virginity to someone named Chris", Roman says sarcastically.

"Shut up. You have sex with unknown people more than me", you huff.

"It's a diffrent thing", Roman says louder.

"Just tell me how", you say and glare at him.

"If they were some kind of crazy people, I could defense myself", Roman says.

"Why does he have to make this converstation with me?  It was a mistake and I want to forget it", you think and turn to look out from the window.

Roman looks at you and sighs.

"We could have sex together. Problem solved", Roman says and laughs. .

You don't say anything.

"Y/N, what is the problem?", Roman asks and stops the car.

You turn to look at him tears running down your face.

"I know it was a mistake, but you don't have to keep me converstation about it", you whisper shuttering voice.

"Fuck. Stop crying", Roman sighs and puts his hand on your cheek.

"Can we just forgot Chris?", you ask looking at him in the eyes.

"Sure", Roman whispers.

"You have really beautiful eyes", Roman says.

"Oh, thanks", you whisper.

Then you two start kissing.

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A/N:
I think this is really bad chapter :D, but hope you liked it