Why does it have to be so hard? Roman Godfrey X Reader

Chapter 18

Next morning you wake up next to someone. Arms are wrapped around you and someone is breathing on your neck.

"Oh my god", you realise that person next to you is Roman. "What happened last night, oh did we..."

But then you realise that you have all of your clothes on and you sigh relieved. You try to move a little and then Roman moves too.

"Oh god, wait", Roman says. He shakes you a little.

You turn to him and say:

"Hey"

Roman just look at you horrified.

"Leave", he says and pushes you further.

"What the hell?", you ask and grab his arm.

"Just leave", he says and shakes your hand off.

You get up and turn to look at him next to his bed. He points towards the door.

"Ok, then", you say and your voice cracks a bit, feeling pain in your chest.

You hurry out from the room.

Roman stay there and sits on edge of his bed, his head on his hands.

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You quickly eat some cereals and then decice to just walk to the school, because you don't want to go with Roman.

Roman's house is couple miles away from school. You walk along the street and then hear the honk behind you. You turn to look and see Roman's car. He slowly drives next to you and opens the window.

"Get in", he says.

"No", you say and keep walking.

Roman sighs and says:

"You will be late, if you walk"

"I don't care", you say and start walking faster.

"Just get in and umm... I'm sorry", Roman says.

"Really, you are fucking playing with my feelings too. Stop that fucking shit", you say.

"Y/N, I'm not playing with your feelings", Roman says.

"What are you doing then?", you ask.

"What do you mean?", Roman asks with nurrowed eyebrows.

"You have kissed me two times now and you always say that we should be just friends. If you want us to be just friends, don't fucking kiss me then!", you yell.

"You are cute, when you are angry", Roman smirks

"I can't take you seriously right now", you mumble angrily and cross your arms.

"Well, you don't have to, but just get in and I can take you to the school", Roman says.

"Uhh...Can I just hit you and leave?", you ask jokingly.

Roman just shakes his head and smirks.

You open the car's back door and go sit.

"Why don't you come here?", Roman asks and claps the passenger seat.

You just glare at him and turn to look out from the window.

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You, Roman and Peter are sitting on the car. You got Peter too.

"So, did you and my cousin have a pleasant lunch? Huh? ", Roman asks to Peter.

Yesterday you were sitting with Shelley, Peter and Letha ate some lunch together a little distance from you two. Roman were staring at them weirdly and you did go to him.

"Hey. Why are you staring at them?", you asked.

"I'm not. Let's go inside", Roman said and leaves.

"Nutrition. They don't call it lunch anymore", Peter laughs.

You chuckle at that.

Roman just glares at him and doesn't smile.

"Roman! Hey! She pities me", Peter says.

Roman speed up and says:

"Yeah, she is all heart"

Roman seems tense and Peter looks at him confused.

"Where are we going?", you ask, when Roman drives away from school.

"To my cousin. She will help us with the Vargulf", Peter says to you.

"Uh...Ok then. Roman why didn't you tell me?", you ask.

Roman doesn't answer.

You sigh deeply.

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You three knock the Peter's cousin's door.

Woman with brown curly hair opens the door. She have shorts, bra and violet thin coat, with holes.

"Peter. Hi. Muah", the woman says and kisses Peter's cheek. "Come in. I'll just be a second"

You three walk in, in her bedroom is man putting his clothes on, the woman walks to him and says:

"Now. I want you to find time every day to be mindful of the love and nourishment flowing from your Manipura. Ok? And lay off the refined sugar. It messes with your metabolism"

"All right, thank you", the man says and you move out of his way, when he leaves.

The woman slams the door shut.

"Another happy customer?", Peter asks.

"Crushed a couple blue pills in his tea. The sugar thing was just common sense", Peter's cousin says and laughs.

"Like when your doctor tells you to stop smoking?", Roman asks.

"One size fits all", the woman says and goes to hug Peter.

"Hi", she says and starts kissing his cheek.

"This is my cousin. Destiny Rumaneck", Peter says.

"Hey. I'm Y/N L/N", you say and offer your hand to her.

She starts looking at your hand.

"What are you doing?", you ask.

"Hmm. Nothing", she says and turns to Roman.

"I'm Roman", Roman says to her and offers his hand.

Destiny starts looking at him hand same way as she looked at your hand.

"See anything intresting?", Roman asks and smirks.

"Hmm", Destiny says and turns to Peter.

"You gentlemen and lady have something for me?", Destiny asks.

Peter have paper bag on his hand. First he grabs some candy and hands it to Destiny. Then he takes a glass jar on the table. You look at the jar horrifed, there is bloody liquid and something what looks like a long worm inside of it.

Roman looks at you caringly, but you just glare at him.

Destiny takes the jar and asks:

"Just tell me why this is better than running"

"Fucked, if I can, D", Peter says.

"Oh, Peter", Destiny says and opens the jar.

Terrible smell fill the room and you feel vomit coming up from your throat...