[ Black Butler One Shots ]

Alois x Reader || Hanahaki Disease || Request

Requested by Mi_Noro_Exe
Enjoy!~
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Definition:
"The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from one-sided love, where the patient throws up and coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. The infection can be removed through surgery, but the feelings disappear along with the petals."
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⚠️ Warning! SAD! ⚠️
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Info:
-you're around the same age as Alois
-still in the BB universe
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Second Person POV
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Alois Trancy.

He was the one who saved you.

Multiple times.

One time from a perverted man on the streets, another from getting kidnapped and almost sold off in the sex trade industry.

This is why you wanted to work for him. He was always by your side when you need him, even before you both met officially. You both just happened to be in the same areas at the same time when the crimes happened to you.

You never thought that you'd fall in love with him, but you did.

Now you're sitting here, watching him flirt with this girl in the garden. He's done this a lot lately with her, and it breaks your heart every time.

You had discovered that you have Hanahaki Disease. It's caused from one-sided love.

You have a purple flower at the back of your throat, and you have coughing sprees every day at random times. You never told anyone.

You don't want to be a bother.

You sigh and stand up, tearing your eyes away from the window at the pair outside and walk off. You let the tears fall from your eyes freely as you calmly step into the bathroom, your face devoid of emotion.

Then you let it all out.

You sob and cough, spotting out your own blood and purple flower petals. You try to be quiet as you do this.

There's a soft knock on the bathroom door once you're finishing up coughing and crying, and you freeze.

"YN? You okay in there?" a voice asks, and you recognize them immediately.

Hannah.

Clearing your throat painfully, you wipe away your tears and sniffle slightly before you respond, "Y-Yeah! I'm alright, Hannah!"

"You don't sound fine, YN. I'm coming in," she states.

You begin to panic, not even started on cleaning up your blood and flower petals. You realize you forgot to lock it as the door opens.

Hannah stares at you as gasps. "You have the disease.."

You look down in embarrassment at your bloody hands, flicking off the flower petals from your palms.

Hannah entered and shut the door behind her. "Are you in love with Alois?"

You nod slowly. "And he didn't love you back?" You nod again.

She pulls you into a tight hug, not caring about getting messy. You hug her back as she says to you, "I'm sorry, YN. Let's get the flower removed, okay?"

Sighing, you hesitantly give in. You know that this will mean losing your feelings for Alois, but if it saves you then you'll go for it. He'll never love you back, anyway.

Hannah takes you out after helping with cleaning you up, no explanations to anybody's questions. She can't really get into trouble unless she ignored Alois, and he was still with that girl in the back.

The doctor inspects you and agrees to get it removed. The procedure happens immediately, and you hug Hannah once more before going into surgery.

You wake up with a clear mind, finally feeling at peace. All romantic feelings for Alois vanished, and you're a much happier person now.

After paying the doctors, you leave with Hannah by your side.

Once you return to the Trancy Manor, everything is explained to the other servants. Alois was never let in on anything that happened that day.

You guessed that he will never know.

And you were okay with that.

You've moved on.

For good.

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-CastrarWolf