To ... , I'm sorry. I know you hate it when I say that but I truly am. I'm sorry for starting war with you. I'm sorry for pushing you to the limit when I shouldn't have. I'm sorry I made you feel like you were nothing. I'm sorry that I made you think we weren't friends, when that's the opposite of what I want. I'm sorry I cried. I'm sorry I scared you with yesterday. There's a lot more I want to say, like what I've been "hiding" but it's not the time. Not yet.
To ... , I hope you're well. You left me a while ago, but I still hope you're good. I know you'll probably never read this, because you stopped communication with me, but I still kinda miss you. You used to mean a lot to me, but you were one of the people who taught me even the closest of friends leave. I hope you're okay too. Last time we talked... it got bad...
To ... , I'm angry. I'll never tell you this because I hate you so I never want to speak to you again (that's a lie) but still. I want you also to be okay. Even though you broke my heart, a part of me will always remember you. Now, I know you didn't mean to do this, and I know, but it doesn't excuse what you did. You have to be insane to have done those things, and you did them. It's so unbelievable I don't know how to respond to you.
To ... , I don't know what to do about you. You're too close to me, and I keep trying to push you away, but you won't leave. In a way, a part of me is happy you haven't left yet, but you're getting so close to me... it's scary.
To ... , you did this. You caused this. You hurt me badly, and scared me when you got sick. And after everything, I still try to protect you. I don't understand why, but I can't get rid of you. You mean everything, and I mean nothing to you. Here's a saying... sometimes the person you're trying to protect is the person behind the trigger.
To ... , I don't want to tell you the truth. You have been through hell with me, protected me, and I'm afraid to tell you that it's happening again. I don't want the scared look in your eyes. I don't want you going through what I'm going through again. So I'm sorry to you.
To the rest of the people who I have yet to do, yours is coming soon.
