You think you don't deserve love.
You won't let me in because you think you don't deserve that affection, or support.
I don't know what I am to you... but to me, you're my best friend.
And you may think you don't deserve me, or my love, affection, support...
But in reality, it's me who doesn't deserve you.
I don't deserve you.
You're support... affection... kind words... that look you give me when you know I'm about to cry and you try to make me smile.
I don't deserve that.
"Once you've seen how broken someone is it's like seeing them naked - you can't look at them the same anymore."
But you saw me broken... and now you can hardly look at me.
"I like the way he looks at me now, as if I'm one of the best things in his life. He's one of the best things in mine too."
I used to believe that... but I'm not the best thing in your life.
But you are one of the best in mine.
We had plans remember...?
Plans together.
But... it's gone.
At least, I think it is.
There's many more people you'd rather spend your time with.
Not me.
Not "Nicole."
And one day... you'll look back and think... "Why was I friends with a loser like her? She means nothing to me."
But I will never think like that about you.
Cause you mean EVERYTHING to me.
EVERYTHING.
To the point... I'm so attached to you.
And... I'm so confused how you feel about me.
You wanted my perfume cause it smelled like me.
But why would you want a reminder of me?
You... you probably forgot about that...
And if you didn't... you shouldn't.
I'm not worth that.
We both know that.
I'm not beautiful.
Or smart.
You're smart.
You're amazing.
I'm nothing like you.
I don't know why you think I am.
I'm not.
And I'm sorry.
