You don't realize, and it's frustrating sometimes.
Because I believe your rumors and I believe your lies.
And I try so hard to be here for you.
But I feel like sometimes I'm getting used.
I anchor myself to you, mimic your life.
If you don't eat, I starve, and you leave, I cry.
But whatever I do, to keep you here, it feels like you don't even care or feel.
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I know it's not true, I wrote that when I was mad.
Feelings poured out of the bottle I had.
You came into my life, shining bright.
But live your life in darkness and night.
And I wish you could tell me what you feel.
And I wish you didn't care how I didn't heal.
Because you're one of the only things that matters.
And you shouldn't listen to their lies and chatters.
You told me you didn't realize I have your back.
And that hurt every bone I had.
But I moved on, saying it's fine.
"Just have to try harder next time."
Cause I want you to know I'm here for you.
Realize you're not alone anymore, you have friends now too.
And it's fine if I cry, lying's for me is alright.
But I want you to know... you don't have to live your life in the night.
Come out in the light.
Stop saying you're fine.
And believe I'm alright.
The stars sparkle tonight.
Grab onto my hand.
I'll show you around.
Get off the ground.
We'll fly around.
And everything will be safe and sound.
