2 months had gone by since I texted Austin.
That's right. 2 whole months. And they were full of anxiety and restlessness.
He never responded to me.
I dreaded the thought of having to text him again and again but I knew I had to. I had no choice.
I was near 5 months pregnant now and I would be lying if I said things had been easy.
Michelle had been there for me whenever I needed her. My parents eventually got over the fact that Austin was a big celebrity that had no idea I was pregnant and they fully supported me with everything.
But I still felt so alone.
I left the doctors office after my checkup and got into my car. I pulled out my phone, opened my message thread with Austin and began to type.
Me: Hey Austin its Amelia. I really have to talk to you its important. Let me know if you can meet in person.
I sighed as I pressed sent. This was the 6th message I tried to send him and still nothing.
Every day that went by, I became more and more nervous to tell him. I wanted nothing more than to get it over with.
I constantly checked my phone to see if he had replied to me, but he never did. I knew I had broken his heart, and we hadn't spoken in so long, but I didn't think he would just ignore my messages like this. I made it clear that I really needed to talk to him.
Did I hurt him that bad? To the point of him completely ignoring me?
What did you expect Amy? That he was going to be so eager to talk to you?
I held the sonogram in my hand. I looked at the image of the baby forming inside of me and smiled as I ran my finger over it. I couldn't believe that I was going to be a mom to this tiny human.
I had been desperately putting off finding out the sex of the baby, because a part of me hoped I would have heard from Austin by now and we would find out together.
But after months of not hearing back from him, I couldn't take it any more. I couldn't wait any longer and the doctor finally told me the gender.
We were going to have a little girl.
I let out a sigh as I turned on the car and drove to my apartment complex.
As soon as I got home, I quickly changed into a t shirt and pajama shorts and crawled slowly into my bed. I pulled the covers over me, laid on my side and placed my hand on my stomach.
I tried to remind myself that I was strong enough to get through this pregnancy, even if I had to do it alone.
But of course my mind wandered, what was I going to do after the baby was born?
I thought of what my future would be like once my daughter was here and I couldn't help but feel sadness taking over me. I wanted to give her the best life possible but I knew it wasn't going to be easy if I had to do it without her father.
I wanted more than anything for Austin to have a relationship with this baby. But how could that happen if he didn't even know she existed?
I knew I couldn't wait and put it off any longer. The anxiety was killing me. I pulled out my phone and clicked on his name in my contact list.
I took a deep breath in and slowly let it out. My heart pounded as my shaking finger hovered over the screen.
I pressed call and brought the phone to my ear.
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Tell Me That It's All Okay / Post Malone
RomanceWhat happens when Amelia gets herself wrapped up in the life of Post Malone? Will she put her stubborn attitude aside and let herself fall?