petal poetry

lovely

02:49 06/04/2019

am i
who i think i am?

their opinions
must mean something...

i can't seem to read
the blurry words
on the screen

what are they saying
what are they hating now?

lovely? me?
are you sure you're not drunk?

you must be mistaken
i'm a bitch for fucks sake and

i manipulate like crazy
being egotistical made me like this

i would apologise
but i think it'll damage my reputation

perhaps i should listen
to people's opinions

but it's just so confusing
when you call me sweet things

because they see me as a disaster
in basic clothing

the sweetest? what's wrong with you
how much have you had?

i'm not for anyone
i only make things
bad

haven't you spent 3 hours with me before
i'll get too close and scare you off

i am a mess
i do not deserve your praises

i should go back to hell
since apparently the devil knows my ways

02:54 06/04/2019