petal poetry

and so you like me?

18:20 31/05/2018

well if you like me so much
why did you have to lie
did you have to take it all out on me
when i just finished crying

i'm aware it was my fault
you clearly said it yourself
and still you say i'm your only one
but i can't let myself hear it

we're plugged into the same world
but we see different sides of it
fighting for who has got it worse
though we know that isn't helping

we're just so lost in the complications
as earth has us calculating
because we don't know if we can be together
since our days aren't getting any better

and it's not as if this isn't love
for we both know too well that it is
but if we both leave, how will we make sure
we might not even reach our first kiss

it's such bullshit - the necessities 
testing out theories through society
is it so bad that i just want you with me
so we can be together entirely?

but they mark my words, they check my threats
they're too in and over my head
and now i can't breathe but i can still hear
you muttering lies into my ear

18:25 31/05/2018