Infamous [Seulmin ff]

Chapter 16. Confession

I cooked noodles, rice, egg and ham for our breakfast and it didn't really take me a lot of time to cook those dishes since it was only easy to cook. After a few minutes, Jimin went out of the room revealing his half-naked body and I immediately turned around, I was taken aback and took a deep breath,
I can feel my face turn red,

His abs and body structure were killing me, he was only wearing pyjamas with his messy hair,
He was manly and like a boyfriend material for some reasons,
'Okay, stop this now' I whispered under my breath
I pulled myself together and continued preparing the dishes,
"Yahh~ why would you turn around if you already saw me like this"
I sensed he sat on the chair on the dining table, I took all the dishes and placed it on the table,
I was taken aback only to see Jimin staring at me,
"Yah~s-stop staring at me" I sat on the chair across him,
"So~let me ask you again, why did you turn around, are you shy?"
I rolled my eyes at him,
why do I need to explain that to him and why is he talking that seriously it was just a simple thing to bother,
"Stop asking questions okay, and start eating I really don't find that really bothersome"
He pouted but I just ignored that, then we started to eat our breakfast and we were both satisfied,

After we ate our breakfast, I took the dishes to the kitchen and washed it,

I was startled when a pair of arms wrapped around my waist, back-hugged me placing his chin on my shoulders,
I flinched a little but I continued washing the dishes after I realize and obviously it was Jimin,
I can feel him smile,
"Thanks"
I smiled a little,
"For what?"
"For everything" he tightens his grip, but I released from the hug only to turn around and face him,
"I'm the only to be thankful because you treated me so special and you showed me how the real world really works and how to be a normal person again without hiding under control of my parents" I can feel a tear forming in my eyes,
I know this is not worthy to be cried off, but I feel like crying to remember all those times and memories back in Seoul where I realized I feel like I never felt free and never felt I was really happy,
I never had friends and my parents were sometimes strict about me like every time I do something, every time I move, they need to know.
But, I know they're just doing that because they love me and they don't want me to be put on danger.

But when I came back here at Gangnam, where I was free whatever I want to do without any boundaries, without anyone stopping me, without anyone I need to report to,
And not until I met Jimin who means the world to me, he showed me all the things I need to see, and I was thankful to have someone like him, I know we only met for only like a month now, but there is something I feel every time I'm with him,
Something like, I'm kinda longing for something I want to be with that I feel like I'm with together in the past, there's something about Jimin that I want and I need to find out,

Jimin, I don't know if what he felt towards me, but now I'm a hundred percent sure that I love him and I wanted to be with him every day,

"I wanted to be with you every day, I wanted to discover a lot of things I forgot with you, I wanted that we were always together"
I said driving him to a little confused face, I can even imagine all the moments we will have on the future,
"W-What do you m-mean?" He stuttered,
"I wanted to be with you everyday" I smiled at him widely, but only to find out he was confused
And I can feel he was terrified on what will I'm gonna say next, and I can feel my smile fade away, I was a little bit nervous on what he will react

"I don't understand what you were talking about, please tell me directly" he forced a smile,
"I don't know what happened to me this last few weeks, I only saw myself being happy and carefree but only when I'm with you,
I don't know what happened but, The day I met you I knew I would fall for you, the day you kissed my lips it was so soft and I knew I wanted to be with you everyday to kiss you, I know this is might a little crazy or something, but I think-"
I felt a single drop of tear falls from my eyes,
"I love you"
I didn't expect him that he will react this way, he was confused and terrified.

End.

Sorry, I haven't updated for a week.