Infamous [Seulmin ff]

Chapter 23

We are now back to our dorms, Wonwoo and I talked a lot but unfortunately he is staying at one of the classrooms in my school and he was now settling there. I really missed Wonwoo I wish he can stay here with me so we can talk and bond some more.

After everything happened at Gangnam, Wonwoo was there for me, he helped me to gather up my pieces, he helped me recover from everything that is hurting me from the past and from the people who have caused me a lot of pain. We made a strong bond and we know we really liked each other, as a friend.

I went to bed after doing my routine,

But I couldn't sleep So I went to practice instead. The auditions for the dancing try outs is happening in 2 days. And I really have to make everything perfect.

In the middle of the dance, I can feel myself getting emotional. The lyrics of the song I picked hit me, stabbing me right through my heart, I never get emotional hearing this song before. But why now? I don't even know why I chose this song

And there it is...

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I cried while the music is playing, I sat  down the floor burying my head on my laps.

Why would you have to come back?
Why is even have to be you?
Why now?
Now that I am already moving on from you.

I cried for a while then decided to sleep.

I woke up by my alarm, I prepared myself and went to the school, School of Seoul for Performing Arts.

I am with my friends right where when we were walking down the hallways, there he is approaching us.
I don't know if he knows that I'm studying here, he doesn't even know that I saw him yesterday.

I looked down to hide my face with my hair down.

Then we walk passed through him, my friends are talking beside me and they also don't have any idea that Jimin and I used to date.

"Jia did you see him? I swear to God I saw him glancing at me" Jia exclaimed
"No, he looked at me" Yoona insisted,
And then they argued over, but Hey he looked at us? What if he saw me?
I snapped right through the real life and stopped talking to myself when Yoona and Jia confronted me,
"You saw him right? And He looked at me" Yoona furiously said
"Who?" She rolled her eyes
"The hot guy walked pass us, Jimin"
"N-no, I don't know. I didn't looked at him" Fuck, I stuttered

Yoona stepped in front and wrapped her arms, slowly leaning in front of me as I lean back

"You seem weird, why are you so red?" I touched my cheeks
"M-me, No!" I replied
"Are you sick??"
"No, you silly!" I faked a laugh

I stepped back and returned to my posture,

Seulgi, think of something

"Is that teacher, teacher Lee?" I asked then walked ahead of them

I tilted to see them not moving
"Let's go!"

Then they followed

"Is she in her period?" Jia whispered to  Yoona

"Yeah, I think so, do you-" she replied

"Yeah, I can hear you both"

Then they stopped talking and we went back to our classes.

*

The classes are finished and it's time for lunch, I went alone since my friends were not hungry

I went to the cafeteria and took some sandwiches and milk box

I was walking to the spot I usually hang out with my friends, at the back building there is a bench and we can see the view of the hills far away.

Then I saw a guy sitting at the bench,

As I approach it, I started to have an idea of who it is

I wiped my eyes, if I'm not wrong,

it's Jimin,

I can't believe my eyes

I turned back to walk away, but suddenly he called my name

"Seulgi, is that you?" I turned around, he was looking at me while he stand up

"Ji-Jimin?" I faked guessed it

"Yeah" he smiled at me

Fuck, here goes his smile again, this is not real, I can't fall for his stupid smile again

But why is he acting like this is just nothing to him

I never returned a smile

"It's really been a long time, isn't it?"

I just nodded,

"Yeah, Umm I really have to go. The class is starting soon" I lied

I turned around and started to walk but suddenly a warm hands grabbed my wrist causing me to stop.
"Wait!"
I turned to face him, it hurts.
Tears began to form in my eyes

"Can we talk? Please!"

What do we need to talk about? I rolled my eyes facing him

"We are talking already"

He smiled, but I can see the pain behind his smile

"How are you? I didn't even know that you're re studying her-" he was in the middle of talking when I interrupted him

"Just cut the bullshit and stopped beating around the bush and tell me what you wanted to tell me"

He frowned,

"I'm sorry for what I di-" I interrupted him again, I just can't control my emotions

I have too many to ask and I think I deserve an answer now

"Why would you even have to know that I study here, who are you? I'm no one to you, and you are no one to me. We can't even talk since you stopped communicating to me, because you changed your number-"

I can't control my tears anymore and they started to fall

"You left remember, you didn't even explained to me what happened, or you didn't even told me the truth, you left me empty, you left me without nothing. You left me with a lot if questions,"

"Why did you do it? Why do you have to do that? Do you even know  how it hurts, or did you even felt sorry for what-"

"For what you did to me"

I started crying when I really don't want to, I am tired of crying. I cried too much already. And in front of him, I just showed him that I was a looser for crying in front of him, that I was weak and easy

I turned around to leave him, and I also saw his tears falling from his eyes

I am walking few meters from him when,

Suddenly he said a sentence that I didn't expect him to say. A sentence I wanted to hear but not right now.

"I still love you!" He said in a low volume but enough for me to hear it.

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End.