Infamous [Seulmin ff]

Chapter 24

"I still love you!"

I stood still in my position,

"Please! I don't want to loose you again, forgive me please"

I heard the pain in his voice, but this is too much already. I already suffered enough, I don't want to hurt myself anymore

I turned around to see him and he was crying, he was looking down but his tears were non-stop falling to the ground,

To to honest part of me wants to forgive him because I know in my heart he was still there, but half of it doesn't want to be with him because I'm afraid of hurting myself, after what all happened, maybe we weren't really meant to be together.

"Please stop talking nonsense Jimin, do you even hear what you are saying?"

It took a few seconds before he answered my question,

"I am not lying. I do still love you and I wanted to do everything to gain back your trust and for you to forgive me"

He looked at me in the eyes and started walking towards me,

I was just stiffly standing there while he was walking to me, and I just stared at his beautiful eyes,

Then unexpectedly he hugged me,

I never returned the hug, but it was tempting. I miss his hug, I miss his scent, I miss everything about him,

I miss him,

He hugged me tightly,

I returned to my senses, and I wanted to push him away, and I really tried to, but I couldn't. My tears began to fall,

"Jimin, what are you doing?"

"I miss you Seulgi, please come back to me, please forgive me"

He broke the hug and hold my head to face me and our face were few inches close to each other

I looked away,

"Please look at me in the eyes"

I gradually follow, fuck you Jimin, you didn't know that I have a weakness for you,

"I'm sorry for what I did, in the whole truth what I did is full of regrets, and I know I was a coward when I left you I was afraid that if you regain your memories you will hate me because I didn't try to find you, and I wasn't there to be with you or to help you regain those memories when in fact I was your boyfriend, that even we met again I never told you that I am your Jimin. to be honest, it feels so good to have you back in the very first month we were together but later on I realize that I don't want to hurt you and I decided to stop that's why I left. Maybe we weren't really meant to be together, and I put that in my head, I realized that maybe that accident happened because we weren't really meant to be together. But I was wrong, when I saw you yesterday, I think of it thoroughly, and I realize that this is the third time we met, maybe we were meant for each other"

That's a really long explanation but it also answers to all the questions I have in my mind, to be honest I just really wanted to hear him say sorry, I have no right to hate him, because I never know his story, but now that he said it, my whole perspective changed. I realized that he was also hurting, I realized that he cares about me to, and I realize that he don't really want to hurt me. But I also realize that maybe fate is telling us something,

"Maybe, this is also the third time fate will pull us apart"

The bell rang and I walked backwards, I wiped away my tears. I turned around and walked away, I was only few meters away when he suddenly said something

"I promise you that whatever fate might bring us, I will try my best to stop him from pulling us apart, I will prove to him that love is still stronger than fate"

"Will you give me another chance?" then he smiled

I was about to say something when he suddenly talk

"Don't answer it, whatever you are going to say it won't stop me from trying to gain your trust and try to seek for your forgiveness"

I turned around and continue walking, I can feel myself smile,

*

It was the time for the auditions, artist had already finished and it was my time for the auditions, I was in the backstage and I am really nervous and my hands are sweating. There's a lot of artist, traines, mentors, and students outside to watch.

"Kang Seulgi, you're next"

I was shaking when suddenly a warm hand suddenly grabs mine, I turned to see that person, and it a smiling Jimin

"What are you doing here?"

"Don't be nervous, I'm here to support you, good luck"

Then he suddenly hugged me,

I broke the hug and went to the stage smiling. A lot of people was cheering me

*

And my audition finished, what a great song anyways (The One That Got Away and Love Myself). The song I picked just express my feelings.

End.