Infamous [Seulmin ff]

Chapter 25

I arrived at the school earlier, I left my dorm 5:30 and I arrived 6. 1 hour left after our school starts and students will arrive around 6:30. I walked in the hallways of our school and I can't stop thinking about what happened yesterday, it seemed like everything gone by so fast, it seems like everything that happened in Busan and Gangnam just happened the other day, and yesterday I just got here in Seoul and I met Jimin again.

All throughout the journey I can't still deny the fact that Jimin still occupies a space in my heart not allowing anyone to enter it. He was in my heart all along and I never had a chance to fall for another person again. Maybe because,even though I really tried to get over him, I am still into him.

Everything that happened yesterday happened so fast that I couldn't believe that I saw Jimin and just like that, everything went back to normal, like in just a few words he said, in a word 'sorry' he said, it's over already. I threw my anger and grudge and my suffering just for a like 15maybe30 minutes of my time talking to him and we were back at being us, being comfortable with each other like nothing just happened, like nothing painful and crying and leaving just happened.

I hate myself, it makes me look easy, I didn't even tried to make him suffer and pay for what he did to me. I am so stupid.

But realizing what he just said yesterday, he was also in pain, he has his regrets regarding our relationship, he was just scared that in just one move he do, he might crush me again.

What he said was still processing in my head.

I shake myself in my thoughts and walked faster to our room

*

We are going to the cafeteria, I am still lost into my own thoughts and everything is still processing in my head, I am with Jia and Yoona, we are eventually talking but I am distract so I am not catching up on what they were talking thanks to this stupid thoughts, and there is the part they just noticed,

"Hey! are you listening?" Jia asked
I brushed of the thoughts in my head,
"Oh?, y-yeah I'm still listening" I faked a laugh
Yoona crossed her arms,
"You seem distracted, what are you thinking?"

"No, really! Nothing important"

Jia stopped, and we also stopped and looked at her.

"I get it" she nodded emphatically

"You can tell us" she looked at me in the eyes

"What? Tell you what?"

"Come on Seulgi you can't hide that from us, we are your friends you know. What are friends are for, we totally understand you"

Did they know already? Who told them? Did Wonwoo told them, No Wonwoo won't say such words as that, he doesn't even talk to girls except for me because I am special. But wait, how did they found out? I'm screwed!

I gulped,

"What do you mean?" I faked a laugh,

"It's okay Seulgi" Jia hugged me

"You messed up your auditions yesterday"

"No, I didn-" I saw Yoona's eyes keen

"Yes!, I did mess up, you're right, I am really nervous yesterday, that's why"

"You shouldn't think hard about that okay, you really did your best yesterday" Jia pat my back

*

We picked a table and I sat down as they order food, I wasn't hungry.

After a few minutes they went back rushing and smiling,

"Yah, did you see that, on the counter?"
Jia said as they sat on the chairs in front of me
"What, why? what's happening?" I looked at the counter,

And it's Jimin and some other artists

I looked away instantly,

"Jimin is so hot, he looked at me yesterday and it also happened today" Jia said

"No, he looked at me yesterday, he is probably into me, don't assume things okay?"

"Yahh, how dare you"

"Stop fighting already, why would you fight over and go crazy over a guy?. Look at your food it's getting soggy"

"Tskk, anyways I heard he met with a girl yesterday"

I choked, and coughed. Someone saw us yesterday? Who? Did they saw everything, did they saw my face.
But it might not even me, but it's probably me. I'm really screwed

"Are you okay?" Jia asked and I nodded

"Here's water" she handed me a water bottle and drank half of it

"Who she might be, she might not even pretty. Don't you agree Seulgi?" Yoona said

"Y-yes" I responded

"Yahh, don't say such things"

"Why?"

"It was me" Jia said jokingly and they both burst into laughter

And I also laughed with them but not too hard.

"But, don't you agree, Jimin is smoking Hot" Jia faced me asking that question that is completely for me

"What, I don't think so?" They didn't seem satisfied with my answer

"Maybe, a little"

"Aishh, you didn't even look at him, look at him and tell me if I was wrong"

I took a look at Jimin, he was leaning into the counter in front of a trainee I can't recognize, they are probably talking, what should it be then.

Those eyes, and those lips,

I gulped and looked away

I returned looking at my friends,

"So tell us?" Yoona said

"I don't know"

"Just tell us, in a scale of 10 what percentage is he in?"

"I don't know"

"Just tell us" Yoona insisted

"Okay, Ummm-" they leaned a little in front

I took a glance at Jimin,

"Probably-" they are looking at me like a puppy and I leaned closer

"5"

They sat properly on their chair

"Aishh, okay if you don't want to tell us"

"But it is really"

"If you are going to ask me, I would completely, without hesitation 100 out of 10" Jia said

I looked at Jimin and he is ordering in the counter, it's a juice box. After that they started walking, and I saw his eyes staring at me and I instantly looked away

They walked past us, until a guy in front of our table stopped.

My heart skipped a beat,

I looked at that person,

it's Jimin

He placed the juice box in front of me, "drink up"
Then he smiled at me,

that smile again

He, then, leaves the place.

End.