California's Crashing (a story of Green Day)

our trip out of country

I took my boyfriend Jimmy to Ireland for one of our big shows. I kept getting sick on this trip which was odd. I finally took a break back at the motel and Billie came to talk to me. "I don't know why you're getting sick all of a sudden I have no idea what we're going to do without you on this show but I hope you get better." I had a feeling Billie was thinking I was doing drugs but I wasn't. I was pregnant. The guys couldn't find out it would ruin our shows everything.