Downfall

Chapter 2 : First Crush

The next scene i am watching and i'm pretty sure now that this is not in order. It was the time when i had my first crush. So, now we are talking about crush. His name was Dylan Martin. A famous basketball player, it was in my 3rd grade when i had a crush on him, yes, i am really too young to experience crush, but i got into that level pretty earlier than i thought. we were seatmates at that time, he was so smart that i fell for him.

we were having a battle between the both of us, who gets the highest score and i was a competitive and achiever type of person. in short, simple yet daring. Didn't i say daring? oh, okay, i guess you are not at all convinced, i was really simple but not the boring type of simple. i had my days too, those days when i can make people around me laugh.

but back to Dylan, the scene was forwarded when i was in my first year in highschool, i still had a bigtime crush on him, i guess he was the only handsome person in our school back then. He was really just my type, also a guitarist like me, an athlete, a smart person, kind one.  But then, i couldn't get myself from confessing to him, that's because i was just a nobody when i was in highschool, just standing in the sidelines, a supporting actress in a movie.

But that was just in our school of course, in our house, i am the star. well, i act one. i mean, sometimes i really appreciate my self and sometimes because of the bullies, i degraded myself. So i don't have the courage to tell him i like him but other girls had. There are a lot of girls who liked him as well, he was the campus hearththrob. Which has become a funny fact now for me.  Then when we were in highschool, he suddenly had a girlfriend, a lot was devastated and couldn't even approve of their relationship, i was too. but then when i got to see him being happy, i just wished them all the happiness in the world. Along with that wish, i decided to move on. I decided i should stop having a crush on him.

That was the end of my first litte crush story

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Woah. i had a crush on that guy? that's pretty unbelievable. Well, i hope my taste did got better. i am still watching my collection of memories, even though i really don't know what's the reason of everything, i thought that maybe if i watch it till the end, till i can see the credits, then maybe, it would give me the answers.