Downfall

Chapter 6: I really hate Goodbyes

Since i was studying at a University far from my hometown, i decided to live near there, so i decided to move out, well not completely, just half. Well, i will be living temporarily in the dorms of the University i am studying at, the Oxford University, a very well known University, i was studying Medical Science. i wanted to become a doctor, a pediatrician in exact. My parents didn't agree at first that i will study at Oxford since it's way too far from our home, but then i wanted to study Medical Science and i've heard that Oxford had one of the finest Medical School, so i tried to persuade my parents, this time, i still used my puppy eyes technique, at first it really didn't work out, my father was somehow persuaded but my mother is still opposing, well since i am really close to her, she's like my bestfriend, and it's my first time being away with them, with her.

Since my father was a businessman, he had some business transactions that needed for him to travel every month, so we were used of him not being there always. So it was really me and my mom. oh right i forgot, there was also my brother but he's more close with his Dota and counter strike friends. So my mom wasn't very much pleased when she knew i wanted to study at Oxford. But i tried to talk to her, this time, no puppy eyes involved, just a heart to heart talk, few days later, my mom seem to understand about my dreams so she let me went to Oxford and stay in one of the dorms there.

When i was about to say goodbye to them and start my journey on my own, i finally realized, that it's all getting real, that this time, it's actually me, just me. I need to become independent. more mature than ever. As i was hugging my little brother Max, i was about to cry but i stopped myself, my dad wasn't there, he was on one of his business trips, my dad wants to stay but then he doesn't have any option, he needs to go to Singapore and have that meeting with one of their important clients and got to sign the renewal of contract as soon as possible, as soon as before the stockholders will back off. so he can't be here at one of my memorable days.

then my mom, when i hugged her, she hugged me tight, tighter than usual, now her little chick need to be freed from the cage, i bet that's what my mom has been thinking. then i suddenly remembered the song she used to sing whenever i had a hard time from sleeping, the beef steak that she usually cooks, then i cried. i just cried, i knew i would miss my mom but ofcourse, i could still see her, it's just still feels a little bit sad. Then off i went to the journey to neverland. 

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So i really do have a family, i even have a brother. was what i thought. I'm kinda missing them because of what i've seen, i wanted to fly back there immediately, to that place and hugged them again, that would feel right and assuring, assuring that i have a familly to wait for me when i get back. but why do i feel so sad and depressed inside when i think of it. 

family.

home.

i felt a little heartache there. just right there. i had been conscious of the time now, it feels like i have been watching this for years now, but i guess the truth is i have been watching it just for hours or maybe days, i don't know. i am not certain of the time. right now, all i need to know is why i'm here, why am i even having this creepy and weird dream? but still

no answers.

then here it goes again, another scene had flashed, i tried to close my eyes for me to sleep but the sound, the sound of this girl giggling over a song she heard, "You suck at Love"by simple plan

Watch out for the chapter 7 next week! will she be able to remember her past and why is she watching these fractions of her memories! find out!