Downfall

Chapter 15 : A candy for a sweet lady

February 14,2012. Valentine's Day. Back when i was first year in college, second semester. We were still close as B1 and B2, me and Lucas Brown. Those times, i was so madly in-crush with Oliver Fuller. I really didn't expect that i would get anything from a guy that day. 

but then, another miraculous thing happened

Lucas Brown, a kind of guy who's not that fan of romantic movies, a guy who thinks doing cheesy stuffs are a low kind of human being, gave me a sweet candy.

before you could think any bazarre reasons for that action, he gave candies towards his friends. and i was lucky enough to be one of the lists, so he gave me one. 

it was a green spiral candy, the big one. the one who destroys your teeth and make you regret that you ate it for one day. that kind of candy

"Hey Walters, did you get one of the candies?"

"Yes, Brown, i am surprised that you had it within you"

"what? being kind and generous?"

"yeah, if that's what you want to call it"

"well, you know me, i'm awesome"

"whatever"

"what color did you get?"

" the green one"

"ow, actually, I was really looking for a pink one, but i can't seem to find one, i'm sorry, i really did try my best" he said while smiling

then i blushed, not the obvious type, but i know my heart fluttered, it flew, it had wings like a butterfly. 

Pink was my favorite color. pink roses, pink dresses, pink candies

"really? maybe, you were not just searching enough?"

"no! i really did"

"okay fine, it's okay, thanks though"

i was so touched by that simple action. even though he did it towards his other friends, i am still glad and i'm sorry if this may seem assuming, but i'd like to think that he really did that for me and he just uses our friends in order for it not to seem too obvious. funny right? I'm sorry but i hope you would just let me be assuming, just for today, let me have that thought. it was enough. i was happy. very happy. so just let me be please. for once in my entire romantic life.

it took me a week for me to be ready to eat, since i really don't want to eat it but it feels that i'm wasting it. So i ate it and kept the stick. i even wrote the date in the stick. 

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I am so happy and so touched but after a while, my heart aches again. thinking that it ended. thinking that he changed. thinking that he was not doing things like this to me anymore, instead, he's doing it to some other girl. 

*again guys, this is a short one because it's one of just the collective memories of sam*