Downfall

Chapter 3: Girls just wanna have fun

The next scene, i guess this was when i was in college, my first year in college. In these times of your life, curiosity starts to develop, you even begin to experiment a lot, maybe by starting at drinking alcohol? I was a person who doesn't drink alcohol, not because my parents told me not to. well they told me not to but that's not the reason why i really don't want to. It was just, i just want not to drink alcohol. i vowed that to myself a long time ago, when i saw my friends acting all weird when they are drunk and vomiting all over the place. That wasn't a pretty view. And i don't even want to be part of that view. You might think that this scene is all about my drinking. then uh-oh! i didn't drink alcoholl in my first year of college. i don't know about the following years but since i am remembering this time, then i am sure i didn't drink at all during my first year. I just began going to parties, having a lot of hang outs with friends. i started to socialize more than usual. 

The usual. I am a home-buddy person, i loved being at home. it was for me the safest haven of all haven in earth. I felt safest when i am in our house. When i am in my room, listening to some music, playing my guitar, watching anime movies, for me, that was fun. For me, that felt like a night disco party, a pajama party, and whatever party there is in the dictionary of teenager girls like me. It's not that i am afraid of people, like really the people. i guess i was just afraid to what those people can do. I have seen a lot of dangerous ones and i was not in the time to handle them. But this one, this certain days, i want to have fun, i want to go out into that world and experience everything i could while i am still young. One thing i have learned through my existence so far, is that, spend your time wisely, learn to get out of that shell and just experience the heat of the sun, the cold breeze of the air, the salty sea water. Those kind of things. I decided to spend my days in karaoke bars, clubs, but not that drinking clubs, the dancing clubs, going to beach with friends, of course, my parents took it in a bad way. they said i was spending too much time with my friends and going out, i don't even have the time to study. Well, they are wrong, i still have time to study, although a lot has changed, i still know my priorities, i know what i should do for my family, i know my obligations being the eldest and all but who can blame me, right? i was just pratically a girl wanting to have her first times in this world. I just chose it to do it now, but for me, that was the perfect timing. It fell into the right string. i was experiencing those things at the right time. there are no other perfect timing than this. 

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Still not knowing the reasons, i still continued watching it, in fact, i am having fun at this.  but this time, i couldn't stop myself from being hungry, it's all coming out on me now. I am hungry, i really want to eat. As i was thinking of my favorite pasta, i was thinking about this burger, the burger that, for me, was the tastiest in this whole wide world. Burgers from Burgo's Diner. I don't even know why the restaurant was named that way but i loved their burgers, in fact, i love all of their food. but i was pretty biased on their burgers. Suddenly, an ultimate burger from Burgo's Diner appeared in front of me. Now, there's even a table in front of me. I am sure of it, this one came from Burgo's, it's plastic had it's sign on it. A little mario-looking chef kind of guy, wearing his chef costume and holding a frying pan. oh-la-la! this one's tasty. As i opened my mouth and bite the burger, a scene had appeared, a familiar one.

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