Downfall

Chapter 12 : I'm lucky I'm in love with my bestfriend

Okay, i am getting pretty close with Lucas Brown, my friends always teased us that we look like a couple and that we both look in love. 

"hey, stop that, we are just friends" i argumented

at that time, i never really knew my feelings, then at my second year, first semester, i got to noticed my feelings, this little flame found in the corner of my heart started to become visible

oh-oh, this is pretty bad, i said to myself thinking that it's possible that i'm starting to like him. while thinking about it, a lot of the memory flashes back, the first date we had, even though i know it wasn't a date, my friends say so. 

I remember that one specific day, it was July 23, 2013, our very first movie together, i remember him chatting and asking me out

"Walters, wanna watch Despicable me 2 with me?"

"what? your treat?"

"hmm, yeah"

"really?"

"yes, you don't want? it's okay if you don't want then i can ask another person"

"hey! no! i was first, okay, since i really want to watch it"

"okay ma'am"

"just the two of us?

"why? want to bring a whole community? that's fine"

"whatever, being sarcastic again, hey, i guess we should really invite other people, probably cherry?"

"whatever you want madam"

"hey, i asked if that's okay with you, you were the one who invited me so you are in control"

"yeah right, who's controlling now?"

"cherry can't come, hey, why don't you ask Lilia"

"why?"

"the more the better"

"she said she doesn't want to"

"you texted her?"

"yup"

"okay fine, then i guess it'll just be the two of us"

"i guess, you don't want?"

"it's not like that, it's okay with me"

The day before we would watch the movie, he invited me to Snow Fairy cafe with Lilia, well he said Lilia invited me. Lilia Maine was a friend of Lucas back in highschool, they are pretty close too, that's because lilia was a bestfriend of Lucas' ex. awkward right? but they're still close.

"hey lilia, why wouldnt you come?"

"wouldn't come to where?"

"wait, Lucas didn't tell you? movie night"

"what? no, lucas didnt"

and  i looked at Lucas, shocked and confused, he told me he asked Lilia and Lilia said different, does this mean, he just pretended that Lilia doesn't want to come. why? 

as i looked at him, Lucas was bowing his head, all shy and suddenly i felt it, i think i saw it, he blushed and smiled, like he was embarrased that his tiny weeny secret had been found out.

maybe, just maybe, he wants us to be alone. 

a date? 

it definitely is. it has to be, for him to act that way

So i was the ruiner. why did i have to open my mouth that way, it could have been us. but the night was still amazing, we were sitting beside each other and i had really fun, all the time i was just smiling, even after i got back at dorm, i was still smiling. back then i didn't knew why. 

but now, i guess i somehow figured it out

i liked him. i was beginning to like my close friend. maybe even more than that. i think i might have fallen in love with him

i was getting happy and all lovey dovey until i remembered

liking a friend is a danger risk. 

i am standing in the danger zone. one of us will get hurt. one of us will not get the happy ending they want. and that time, i guess it was me, because i was the one who fall for him first.

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i couldn't say anything, memories began to slowly flash back, all the good ones, the times when i felt those feelings, that burning passion, the love i felt for him, it was big enough for me to blush completely.

* i know it's a very short update, but please bear with me guys! i hope you like the flow of the story :3 *