Downfall

Chapter 28 : Walters & Brown

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So as i was thinking and reliving the moments we had. Brown was always there for me, yes, we sometimes fight and sometimes i get mad at him but that's just because i was too confused at him, i was getting jealous and i was getting more confused with my feelings. this time, i'll get the answers. i will be getting the answers. i should be happy but somehow deep in my heart, i was afraid. afraid that this wouldn't work out."us" wouldn't work out and it'll just ruin our friendship. i don't want to lose it. if i can't have him as my partner forever, at least we could keep the frienship forever. but then i was thinking, i am wasting my youth. "carpe diem", seize the day. seize the moment. do while you still can. Whatever it is, this time, i'm going to risk. they said that there is a time in our life that we do stupid things. this time, i suggest that i would do a stupid thing. confessing. i will confess to him. i will tell him how much i love him so that, if there's not a chance for us then i'll gladly be able to move on since i've already told him my feelings. So i frantically picked a dress, one of my favorite, the pink flowy plain bubble dress. then i picked a flops, then off i go. 

i was walking towards the Burgo's Diner and i could see him, i could see him sitting at the table we used to eat. then i came and in and he called me. He was wearing a blue polo shirt and a black jeans, he looks so handsome in that. as i was getting closer to him, he was wearing his favorite pefume, the apa cappa. Now he looks more sexy. then i sat and ordered some food. ofcourse, i ordered the burger delight. My most favorite meal in this diner. He ordered the same with some big fries and some ice tea, he told me it was his treat. 

"really? are you sure about that?"

"yes, it's a post-celeb from your resurrectiong"

"wow! what a word"

"what? i'm right"

"yeah, fine, whatever."

Then i found myself again smiling, just sitting in the chair, in the same table, watching him, the memories all flashed back. i missed this so much. then i smiled again

"why are you smiling?

"oh, nothing. just remembered something"

"okay, i thought you were glad since i was here"

that made my eyes go black and shocked

"really? why would you say that?"

i was afraid. what if he already knows? 

"well, that's because, i am way too awesome. i am a busy person and i made this day free just for you. you should be glad and honored"

narcissistic again

"oh, i forgot, you are just too full of yourself"

"self love"

then we both laugh and stared at each other for a minute then i gazed at something else. to close the awkwardness, i asked him about school stuffs and right before i knew it, we were talking casually and comfortably. just like before

then our order came, we were talking while eating. laughing at the same time. it was back to where we used to be, how we used to be. the Walters & Brown tandem was back. it was like Jessy and James in the team rocket. we were good. it was a good time. 

after eating, he suggest we should just walk. while walking he gave me his jacket and put in on me. 

"here, you might be cold"