Helping [PART ONE OF THE HELPING SERIES]

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I couldn't let the baby go. Even if it was already past midnight, I remained sitting in the chair in the nursery and held my daughter close to me.

"Joonie?" I heard, making me look up at Jin standing in the doorway.

"I can't let go," I mumbled, trying not the wake up the sleeping pups. He chuckled softly and came closer, taking the baby from my grasp and sitting in my lap, curling up in my chest with the baby in his arms. "She looks like you," I whispered, gently pulling her full bottom lip and plopping it back.

"I hope they're smart like you," he whispered back, softly rubbing her cheek with his thumb.

"And a better dancer than either of us."

He laughed quietly and we looked down at our pup in adoration. But he stood up and gently set her into her crib and tucked the soft blankets over her waist. I followed him to the other crib and watched him kiss both of their heads goodnight. I copied him.

The baby monitors turned on and we left the room, quietly shutting the door.

"I'm surprised I didn't break anything," I chuckled as we went back into the bedroom and turned the baby monitor there on.

"I thought I was the only one," he grinned, sliding under the covers.

I wrapped my arms around my mate and pressed him against me.

"I missed holding you like this," I murmured, kissing his forehead. He beamed and nuzzled into my neck.

My hands started to slip, but he grabbed my wrists and moved them back up.

"Not yet, Joonie. I literally had twins yesterday, there's seven other people sleeping, and if we start and one of the pups start crying, we'll have to stop. Wait until my heat or your rut and you can do whatever you want."

"Baby, we can be quick. Please, we've been waiting for nine months," I pleaded, starting to get a little needy.

"No sex."

"Jerk," I muttered, frowning at the fact that my dick had started to get hard after thinking of having sex again. A groan passed through my lips when Jin pressed a hand against my crotch and squeezed.

"Not having sex doesn't mean I can't give you a handjob."

I felt myself harden the rest of the way.

"Then get cracking," I growled, holding his hips protectively. Jin's hand slipped under the briefs I wore and pulled out my length, starting to stroke gently. Just as I was about to tell him to go faster, he tugged up and slapped his hand back down. "Good boy," I groaned quietly.