Broken But Then Fixed - H2OVanoss

Chapter 13: Angels

YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO Barefoot and Bruised - Jamestown Story WHEN I SAY

Vanoss' POV

I woke up and looked around the room, Delirious wasn't here. I yawned and got out of bed, I changed my clothes and walked over to the door. I heard crying, Delirious? 

I opened door and walked in the living room, he wasn't there but I seen a note on the floor. What? I picked it and scanned it, it was to Delirious. 

Hey Jonathan.

Mr. Vanoss is with you huh? Well suck a dick and die. He doesn't love you. Why would he? You're nothing but a worthless ugly rat.

Die? Hang yourself. Cut? I hope you hit a vain. Burn? I hope you catch on fire. Starve? I hope you die of hunger. 

No one wants you in this world, so why be in it?

You may not know me, but I know so much about you. 

Delirious, fucking die.

Love, WC. 

Whose WC? I began to panic, "Delirious!?" I shouted, I heard footsteps behind me, "Y-Yes?" I turned around. My eyes widen when I saw the knife. I looked at him, both of his arms were bloodily and dripping with blood. "Jo-Jonathan? Why?" He looked down at the floor and whispered, "I'm tired Evan.. I wanna give up.. please.. I'm sorry." 

"Johnathan its going to be okay. I promise." He dropped the knife on the floor and started shaking his head backing up towards the front door, "I.. No." He turned around and bolted out the door, "Delirious wait!"

I ran after him.

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Delirious' POV

I ran out the door, I don't care if people will see my arms, I just need to run away from everything. I heard Evan calling my name but I ignored and it and ran to Rainbow Park. No one was here, I figure since its 9 or 10 in the morning. 

I walked about the Park looking down at the ground. Why must I do this to myself? Why am I so weak? Why must life be like this? Why can't I just be happy with Evan? I sighed and kept going.  My arms were stinging me to death, but I didn't care. It felt good.

"Delirious!" I turned around after hearing my name, Evan was running towards me. "E-Evan? What are doing here?" He stopped when he caught up to me and started panting, "I'm not leaving you alone."  I looked at the ground, he walked over to me and picked up my chin, he took a deep breath.

SONG NOW BRUHS!

"Look into my eyes, I can see the damage.

I can feel the cold dark place you're in.

You don't have to hide, cause I'll be right beside you.

Through every tear run down your skin."

Evan put his hands on my cheeks and started wiping my dried up tears.

"Maybe when you're sky comes crashing down.

I can be your angel on the ground.

If you get tired and can't go on, I will carry you along.

When the rocks below your feet wear out your shoes.

When you're barefoot and bruised."

I know that you've been hurt, I know that you've been broken.

Had to walk alone no hand to hold.

But those lonely days are gone, cause I am right beside you.

Down every long and darkened road.

Maybe when you're sky comes crashing down.

I can be your angel on the ground.

If you get tired and can't go on, I will carry you along.

When the rocks below your feet wear out your shoes.

When you're barefoot and bruised."

At that moment he pulled me in for a kiss. He had given all other bliss, and all his worldly worth for this, to waste his whole heart in one kiss. Upon my lips. I felt dolphins swimming through my blood stream and I felt those good tingles in my stomach. I don't think there's any better feeling than this.

He pulled away and looked at me smiling.

"Maybe when you're sky comes crashing down.

I can be your angel on the ground.

If you get tired and can't go on, I will carry you along.

When the rocks below your feet wear out your shoes.

Maybe there are angels watching us."

I smiled and pulled him back for another kiss, making him stop singing but the last line echoed within my head.

Thank you Evan, I won't do this again.

I promise.

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