Women that say No

Chapter 46

"Babe! Wake up!" Steph called shaking me from the nightmare I was having of being raped all over again!

I sat up in a cold sweat slowly becoming less disoriented and realizing I was just dreaming. Although it felt so realistic.

Steph cut the lamp on nearly blinding me, but I was happy to see the bedroom to emphasize that I wasn't trapped in that dorm room being victimized all over again by Kamron.

"I'm so sorry Steph, was I screaming again?"

"Nah kicking and groaning this time. don't apologize baby. It was just a night terror, you need a drink of water or anything?" he asked sleepily.

"Uhg!" I growled disappointed in my mental for letting this reoccurring nightmare hunt me. "Powers birthday is today"

looking at my phone screen I realized it was Saturday and My where the time had gone, this previous week had flew by so quickly working and being a mom and wife had kept me busy.

Thankfully my mother took the initiative to throw the party. It was Saturday morning a grim 5:20am. Steph rolled back into bed shirtless onto his back, slowly closing his eyes.

I felt so bad for waking him and even though we had made a pact of no sex  until our honeymoon I couldn't help myself from climbing on top of him.

I must've been light as a feather because it didn't phase him the least bit. As I leaned down gently placing a soft kiss on his chest he groaned out, "come on, Cindy", low enough for me to catch. A strike of pain swam threw my chest as I froze in time trying to analyze how to respond. How could he have possibly called me Cindy, his so called Best friend whom I'd never met.

I sat up still straddling him and just gazed at his arm covering his face thinking is he really fucking out of it or does he talk in his sleep. I knew my jealous ways would get the best of me but I just couldn't fathom what my thoughts were insinuating from that slip of the lip.

The relief of me climbing from on top of him didn't even wake him. I set there on the edge of the bed thinking just how I should handle this situation.

After a long moment I decided to just leave it for now and worry about the most important things.

Today was a big day for Power and like I had done so many other times he was going to be showered in gifts and most of all love from the adults around him. I'd do anything to see my son smile.

I was in the middle of cooking breakfast, today was all about Power and I wanted him to know although he didn't have a father, I was going to make up for that. I felt like it was my duty.

Just as with everything else, Time was slipping threw my hands. Before I knew it, 8am had crept up and I was running far behind. I had cooked power his favorite breakfast and set us up our own private table on the patio to have some Mommy and me time.

"I guess we switching today, I'll take the girls to breakfast, since we ain't got no waffles, blueberries, eggs, cheese, and grits. AND a side of Orange juice, lil power and you about to do it big eh!?" Steph imitated rubbing his stomach as I finished up.

"I'm doing both of their hair before they step foot out, I already put the dresses out all you need to do is make sure they bathe and brush their teeth. Power and I will be leaving by 11 and expect to see you at my parents by 3:30."

"Yes sir sergeant!"

"I know you know what to do, I'm just a little nervous." I chuckled.