Without You

chapter ten

Eva

I walk back into my hotel room and see all the girls awake and on their phones.

The light was off so I flipped the switch and they all groaned.

"Rise and shine bitches. It's 11 o'clock and we have to be at the venue at 2." I smiled widely at all of them and Madison yawned.

Her yawn followed, "I need some coffee for this major hangover"

Lox and Makayla agreed and so I suggested, "how about we run to the lobby real quick, get some then we can all go get ready?"

They agreed and they all put on some sweat pants and hoodies and I just slipped into my burks and pulled a hoodie over my shirt and we all walked out of the room.

Reaching the elevator, we all have our hoods up and heads down.

I look like death, I'm sure we all feel that way.

Cameron

All of us guys are in the lobby eating and chilling, expect for the girls who are probably still asleep.

Actually I spoke to soon.

They all walk out of the elevator and see us and immediately Eva and Madison turn around.

Madison

Oh my god.

I turn around the same time Eva does and I started laughing, quietly though.

"Do you think they know what happened last night?" I said in between laughs and she nods, also laughing.

She shakes her head and puts her head in her hand.

"We should send it and act like we don't care what they say."

I nodded agree with her and we both turn around and make our way to the large marble table that has a coffee machine on it.

You could hear the guys laughing and someone says "damn Gilinsky you've got some competition"

I've really gotten over him, and I really like being friends with Eva. After I slept with Cameron I realized I only liked Jack because I wasn't focusing on all the other guys I could pull.

Then came Taylor and now Eva.

I'm not trying to be a hoe and I didn't even know I was bisexual but I guess everyone has their secrets.

Not that what Eva and I did was a secret, but I definitely wouldn't want all of our fans to know.

She is really beautiful and drunk Madison couldn't help herself.

I wonder if Jack is mad at me for it, I think him and Eva are okay so we should be cool too, right?

Eva

I turn around after making my coffee and start making my way towards jack.

I sit on his lap and he immediately wraps an arm around my waist.

Nash keeps staring at me and I roll my eyes knowing exactly why.

"What do you want?" I rudely throw a sugar package at him and he laughs when it hits his shoulder.

"I just want to know what happened after you and Madison went to your room-" he was cut off by Madison, "sorry nashy we don't kiss and tell"

About half of the eyes in the room widen and then laughs burst throughout the group.

I feel Jack vibrate my body as he laughs underneath me. I'm honestly shocked that he's so okay with what I did.

I don't think I'll ever do it again but still, if he slept with a guy I don't know how I'd feel.

It's not like I want to be in a relationship with Madison, so it doesn't count as cheating, does it?

I still can't help but feel GUILTY. Guilt and I don't work well together.

Magcon

We were standing on the stage dancing to Best Song Ever by One Direction.

"Maybe it's the way she walked. Straight into my heart and stole it! Through the doors and pass the guards, just like she already owned it!!"

I sang dancing around Matt. He sang along with me and we all jumped around and the crowd was following us.

"Said I had a dirty mouth, BUT SHE KISSED ME LIKE SHE MEANT IT!"

The song died down and we all collected ourselves. One direction just gets to me man, 14 year old me was a FANGIRL over them.

I went to their concert and I met Harry and Liam and let me just tell you, I almost died.

I felt a hand lace with mine and I smile looking up at the person who's hand was interlocked with mine.

Jack Finnegan Gilinsky

My one and only.