Without You

chapter seventeen

Eva

"That was so fucking fun!"

I sang out walking back onto the sand from riding the jet skies with Garrett.

He smiled sweetly at me and said "there's a party at my hotel right now, care to join me?"

I smirked and said "what kind of party?"

"A college party. So I hope your keg skills are solid."

I rolled my eyes playfully and said "you'll find out"

Just then Lox and Madison walked over to me and Mads looked at Jared and said "can we invite our friends?"

They had no problem with it so we made our way over to them and invited everyone.

We all then started walking to his hotel, which was beach front so it wasn't far away.

I was walking next to Garrett when I was suddenly pulled to the side, by non other than Jack Gilinsky.

I annoyingly rolled my eyes and said "can I help you-? Actually no, you don't need me remember?"

He put a hand on my shoulder and I pushed it off, "why do you hate me?" He asked me that like he was the sad one.

This motherfucker got me fucked up.

"Hate you? No I don't hate you Jack, I just want nothing to do with you."

And with that I tried walking away but his heavenly strong arms caught my waist and spun me around but before I could even argue back his lips were on mine.

Fucking fireworks. Explosion. That's how I would describe this kiss.

I can't help but kiss back, I'm getting lost in him. Who the hell wouldn't?

His hand caressed my cheek and my hands were firmly pressed against his chest.

Hollars were what brought me back to reality, and I pushed him off of me.

I didn't know what to say so I quickly turned away from him and ran back up to Garrett.

Who clearly saw everything that just happened. I looked up at him with a worried look and he just smiled and laughed, "it's okay Eva. No explanation needed, were just having fun, okay? No strings"

Wow. That was surprisingly easy as fuck. I gave him a quick nod and said "I couldn't even explain what just happened anyways. But just know it's complicated."

He nodded, understanding me.

I kind of felt bad for Garrett, that must have been awkward for him, oh well.

I'm just ready to get fucking drunk.

Many of the Magcon members haven't seen me fucked up other than at the club. But that's totally different, like when I had that party before we started the tour, I was fucking lit as fuck and I was having the time of my life.

That was the first night me and jack fucked.

It was amazing, from what I remember. That is something imma miss, he was hella good at sex. But that doesn't matter, drunk Eva is crazy and who knows what she's gonna do.

We walked up the stairs and into the pool area where music was being blasted and LOTS of people were dancing around in bikinis holding solo cups.

Garrett laced his fingers in mine and lead me over to who I'm assuming is his friends.

He let go of my hand and bro hugged them and then turned towards me, I could feel his friends checking me out. It honestly makes me feel insecure but wait until I get liquor in me, I'll be confident as fuck.

Nice For What by Drake was currently being played and I had to look for my party animal ass best friend, just then she was walking towards me with Jared.

"Hey mads" I smiled brightly at her in which she returned.

She stood next to me and then one of Garrett's other friends stared at us with heart eyes, "WOOOOOH damn G where did you find these beautiful ladies"

Madison thanked him and then turned towards Jared and said, "where's the boos"

Just then two red solo cups filled with Hennessy were handed to us, don't ask me how I know it was Henny, just believe me I know my drink.

Me and Madison had the same thoughts as we cheers and start chugging our cups.

All of the guys started yelling and hyping us up.

"Hell yes chug!!"

I finished first and threw my cup and then Madison followed my actions and we both high five each other and just then we were being dragged away.

Some guy I didn't know was leading me somewhere, which turns out he was leading me to keg stands.

Me and Madison smirked at each other and then without help we flipped up and did a handstand on the keg and Garrett placed the nozzle in my mouth and I started chugging.

I kept swallowing the nasty tasting liquor and I felt my throat burning but I just had to keep going.

Jack

This isn't good.

Madison and Eva are of course MIA and when they party together if never ends good.

It's so weird having both of my ex's be so close, I don't like it.

I want my Eva back. The kiss we shared earlier has my lips still tingling, I just miss my beautiful babygirl.

I bumped into Makayla and thanked god because I literally knew no one and wasn't enjoying this party.

She was starring at something with such anger i thought she was going explode.

I followed her gaze and saw two girls on kegs and then when I looked closer I noticed it was Madison and Eva.

Shit.