Without You

chapter thirtyfive

Authors Note: okay guys!! This is THE LAST CHAPTER EVER!! I've decided that this will be the end of Eva and Jack.
Lol I'm just kidding, the next book is going to be titled 'Stay With Me' there's BIG things happening. I hope you've enjoyed my books, can't wait for the next one❤️ love you guys;))

Eva

I bent over and sat down on the fluffy green grass. I brought my knees up to my chest and rested my head on them, staring at the large rock.

"Hi mom"

"So much as happened since you left, I'm really sorry for not coming to your funeral, I'll regret it forever. Some serious stuff has been happening, I started making music and I'm moving to New York for a few months and by the end of it, I'm going to be big. I wish you were here to experience it with me."

I felt the first tear fall from my eye.

"Jack and I aren't together anymore. We've broken up a few times within the last couple of months and I don't think that's very healthy but I just love him so much. It's hard to give up on someone you gave everything too. I just hope maybe one day we can be okay again, I couldn't imagine life without him too."

I wipe my eyes and sniffle, "I feel like everyone's so temporary ya know? Like it's always someone leaving or i leave or whatever. I just wish things would stay consistent."

I stay quiet for a minute, letting it soak in.

"I don't know if I should be the one to tell you, but Dad has a new girlfriend, you won't believe who it is haha, it's Mrs. Jackson. She's really sweet and I think he's just missing having someone there ya know? I would never replace you though so don't worry about me haha."

I stand up and extend my hand over to rest along her headstone.

"I love you mom, more than anything in this world. You were a beautiful angel who was taken to fast, please just stay with me, follow me, sometimes I pretend your just away on a business trip, that you'll be home soon but I know you won't. It's hard to come to terms with but I know your doing just fine up there. Please just watch over me, it gives me comfort knowing your watching. I love you momma, Rest In Peace angel."