Without You

chapter nighteen

Eva

Okay so what I guess happened was, I got way to drunk way to fast and it made me pass out, probably was some type of alcohol poisoning but everything's alright now.

Not just with my health but with my heart. Me and jack are happy with each other and we talked things out, I understand he was putting his heart aside and trying to help me be happy but it was to quick to tell.

I know this might come to a surprise but we aren't together, at least not right now. He was right, I do need to love myself before I love someone else.

I'm not focusing on anything else except me and my music, which I'm so fucking hype for.

We are finishing the last show of Magcon ever and it's honestly heart warming.

The crowd is amazing and I'm going to miss this so much I already feel it.

I make my way over to Makayla and smile, she hugs me and says, "I love you no matter what E, me and you against the world."

I kissed her cheek and said "always and forever babe"

Just then we were bombarded by all the guys, making a gigantic group hug. These guys are family and always will be.

4 days later
Jack

We are officially moved into the house, thank god there was 6 rooms, me and Eva were planning on staying in the same room but now that we're just friends, things are different.

I'm not giving up on her yet, there's no way I'm letting that girl slip away. But I do believe we need some time to find ourselves and I'm totally behind it.

For my room, I went for the simple yet fancy type room.

It is eloquent. I sat down on my couch and rested my foot on the coffee table and scrolled through Twitter.

Eva

I've waited 19 years to live in a house without my parents, to get to choose my own room and bathroom and kitchen and ugh it's great.

We all made our rooms to express the new us, this is a new chapter in our life and i personally believe, with having a new room means new me.

I mean come on, velvet carpet? Hell yes.

I walk into my bathroom and pose for a picture, just to slightly show off how fucking cool my bathroom looks. I went for the darker theme, not because my mood is dark, but because black literals goes with everything.

Just like my hair, right after Magcon me and Makayla went to get our nails done and she convinced me to switch it up. So out with the blonde and in with the black.

I posted it to my story and then walked back into my bedroom and sat on my bed, enjoying the feeling of being done with unpacking.

My phone vibrates indicating I got a notification, so I pick it up and look at my lock screen seeing that Jack had snapchated me.

He slid up on my picture and said come to my room

I smiled to myself and got up and made my way to his room.

I pushed the door open but I didn't see him, "Jack?" I asked looking around confused.

I look around and before I know it I was pushed on the bed and a body was on top of me tickling the life out of me.

I was laughing so hard I was crying, "Jack please stawppppp" I couldn't catch a breath as I fought away his hands that were around my waist.

I had the upper hand and caught him off guard and flipped him over, straddling his waist.

His game was childish, while mine was mature-er if that makes sense lol.

He caught on to my seriousness and planted his hands on my ass.

The sexual frustration is HIGH right now. He looks so yummy in his white shirt, the gold chain hanging around his neck makes him soooo much more sexy if that's even possible.

Just friends. Yeah I fucking know but I want toooooo.

All of my hair was hanging on the right side of my head and he was dazing at it.

His fingers caressed it and he said "black looks great on you Eva."

I smirked and said "thanks. You know what looks good on you? Me"

He smirked and pulled me down to meet his lips.