Without You

chapter twentyone

Eva

It is currently midnight and I've been here since like 4.

But none of that matters because I FINISHED MY SONG!!!

So much thanks and credit goes to Jamal for helping me, this song is honestly amazing and I can't wait to share it.

He pulled the flash drive out of the sound system and handed it to me, "I've got a copy and so do you, I'll tell my mom to schedule a meeting for tomorrow so we can get you a release date."

I smiled to big and covered my face, I pushed my hair back and gave him a gigantic hug.

"Thank you for everything!" He hugged me back and said, "no problem! But you did most of the work, you took the song and made it yours! You're a great artist Eva."

"Thank you so much."

We pulled away from the hug and he waved goodbye as he walked out of the studio.

I gathered my belongings and made my way towards the door, and out the garage and into my car.

I haven't been on my phone at all within the last 8 hours so I scrolled through my social media's and checked to see what was happening.

My recent picture got 756,903 likes, woah that's impressive.

Two important notifications caught my eye though.

@jackgilinksy commented on your post
@jackgilinsky liked your post

A grin was forming on my lips and I was dying to know what he said.

Jackgilinsky: Your so beautiful, your body is perfect, your personally rocks, your the one for me. Is that nice enough?

Oh my god. No he didn't.

MY FUCKING CAPTION, hahahaha I'm fucking dead.

I liked his comment and some other people's comments and then started my car and headed home.

Back at home

"BOO"

Jacks whisper scared the life out of me, of course he had to scare me right when I walk into the house.

I hold my heart and glare at him, "fuck you jack. You scared the shit out of me."

He laughs and although it's dark I can still see the smirk he has playing on his lips, "I think what you meant to say was 'fuck the shit out of me jack'"

I gasped playfully and said, "what?" my hand rose to cover my heart once again, but this time it wasn't because I was about to have a heart attack from being scared.

His cute laugh made me smile. I miss this, the flirting and goofiness we share together.

It's nice having a chance to feel that feeling again.

I feel very self conscious around jack when I think things aren't working, I'm just nervous I guess.

I want to be with him in so many ways but I just can't, I don't know what he wants.

I glance to the right of me and look at the microwave and see that it is 1:37 in the morning.

Tomorrow, well technically today, I have to go shopping with Makayla and we're going to a release dinner for Wilko's new song.

I brush a piece of hair behind my ear and look up at jack, who keep in mind has been staring at me with that stupid smile on his face.

"I'm going to go to bed, goodnight jack." I step forward and kiss his cheek, I swear I see him blush.

I turn to make my way out of the kitchen and to my room when I hear him say, "goodnight angle"

Next Morning

My eyes open, and thank god my room is filled with mostly dark colors because the sunlight wasn't sleeping through the windows.

It was extremely cold in my room, which I love but my feet were uncovered so I threw my blanket over them and snuggled back into my pillows.

I laid there for a second trying to wake up and decided to just chill on my phone for a while.

I found my white cord and pulled the charger seeing my phone slide out of underneath my comforter.

I pressed the power button on my phone and held it to my face so it would unlock.

It's currently 9:13 in the morning and I'm surprised, I went to bed late last night I assumed I would sleep until like 11.

It's probably good I woke up earlier so I can get some stuff done today.

OMG!

My song!!

I totally just remembered I finished it completely last night, never have I ever finished a song that fast.

I jump out of my bed and grab the flash drive and run into Makayla and Johnson's room.

They were awake but still laying in bed talking I presume.

"OH MY GOD GUYS GET YOUR asses up and come into the studio right now!"

I quickly ran out of their room and into Sams room, I flicked on the light and said "WAKE UP SAMMY FAMILY MEETING IN THE STUDIO!"

He groaned and held his hand up flipping me off.

"Fuck you too wilko but get your ass up!"

I closed his door and ran down the stairs and down to Skates room, I opened the door and noticed he wasn't there.

"Nate?"

I closed his door and he answered me from the kitchen, I ran around the corner and said "go to the studio I have to show you guys something important!"

He laughed and nodded and started to make his way to the lit ass studio we have in our basement.

It was a genius idea presented by Sammy because all of us besides Makayla have careers in music and it made perfect sense to have a studio in our house.

My last stop was Gilinsky's room.

Things are so weird between us, it's like we love eachother but we aren't dating. I don't it's complicated.

I ran down the hallway to his room and before I open the door I hear him talking.

"I miss you too! And yes that night was hella fun."

"Whatever you say girl"

Girl? As soon as I heard that it was a girl I'm not going to lie, my jealousy started to surface.

"No we aren't getting back together anytime soon, she needs to focus on her and I need to focus on me."

"I guess I could focus on you too haha"

My eyes narrowed and something took over me and my hand subconsciously knocked on his door.

Omg Eva what the fuck are you doing!?