Without You

chapter twenty

Eva

He deepened the kiss by pulling my face closer to his, sadly our moment was interrupted by Skate walking into Jacks room saying, "Aye G wanna run some fifa- woah sorry I didn't know."

I pulled my lips away from jack's and kept my extremely red face pointed towards the large window.

Jack annoyingly looked away from me and at Skate, "really dude? In a little okay? Can you go and shut my door-"

His sentence was cut short when I hopped off his lap and onto the floor, I gave a quirky smile and said "it's okay boys, you have your fun. I've got to get ready for my studio sesh anyway"

I strutted out of his room but I stopped outside his door, where they couldn't see me obviously.

"I'm really sorry bro. What's going on with you guys anyway?" I heard Nate say.

"I don't know honestly. I love her man. I want to give her the space she deserves but like I don't, ya feel me?"

I heard what must be Skate slapping his back in an understanding way, for comfort almost.

I smiled sheepishly to myself and made my way back to my room.

I shut the door and turned on my beats pill and connected my phone, getting ready without listening to music is so boring.

I scrolled through my playlists and searched for the perfect song to express my mood.

Me too by Kevin Gates, perfect.

I started with my makeup, eyebrows, eye lashes, bronzer, and concealer. The normal.

I decided on keeping my hair wavy and natural, only thing left is my outfit. I want to look causal but I also want to look like I try.

I'm deciding with light holy jeans, a white windbreaker, and my white air forces.

I sat on the chair and posed for a picture, I looked at it and definitely didn't like my face in it so I reposed for a new one.

I snapped it and looked at it, studying it. It was good enough. Ou maybe I should post on my insta.

Itswhateva

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Better talk to me nice when you hit

I got the idea for the caption from the song Freaky, by Tory Lanez.

I clicked post and then saw that it was 3:45 and my session started at 4:25 so I should probably get going.

I grabbed my keys and headed outside to my beautiful car that I've missed so much. Not going to lie, my car makes me feel like a badass and I love it.

So I've decided that I'm not going to do the song with James Bay.

I know what I want my image to be and I want to be a solo artist coming out. I don't want my fame to be based off of someone else, which I get some people think I've gotten to where I am because of Jack and Jack but we were all in it together. We started vine together.

I think I want to save When the party is over until an album or EP.

My plan is to release a single or 2 and then start working on an Album.

In the studio

"Long time no see Ms. Goff." Jamal said with a large smile on his face, he has a beard now and looks much more mature and adult, which is great!

"Nice to you see Jamal" we hugged and he walked over to the sound booth, "my mother is in Seattle at the moment and my father should stop by in a few but for right now let's talk about what your feeling."

I nodded, understanding and said "I want the bad bitch, independence, type of vibe/ look. Can we work around that?"

He laughed and nodded, "of course! I've got the perfect start for you. I got this hook, but it needs a lot of work. Here let me play it for you."

He started messing with the buttons, and then a nice beat came on.

I started bopping my head to the music, I'm definitely into this song.

"Just keep breathin and breathin and breathin"

That's it. I already got it!

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Authors note-
   Okay yes I know, it might not make sense to you guys but I think I'm going to use Ariana Grandes new albums as Eva's music. It will all make sense eventually lol.