Without You

chapter twentynine

Eva

We all got into the car and I was currently driving Jack, Johnson, and Makayla to the airport.

I'm sad I won't see my besties at all until Monday and it's only Saturday.

But it's okay, I'm going to enjoy some alone time and maybe get my hair done again. To be honest I don't know how I feel about my black hair anymore.

Blonde suited me so well, maybe I'll just brighten it a little.

I haven't gotten the chance to tell Jack but I think Hakeem is coming with us, and ever since I met him he has had the biggest crush on me.

He's been texting me but I give him short answers and Jack knows about it and trusts me but he still doesn't like Hakeem.

Soft music was being played throughout the car and everyone was kind of just chilling, being quiet.

I look over at jack and say, "so there's something I want to talk to you about"

He turns his attention away from the window and puts it on me, "is everything okay E?"

I nod, "yes everything is okay, but Hakeem is flying with us and is going to be with us the whole time.. is that okay?"

I'm not going to lie, I did see his jaw clench, indicating he's shitty.

Or tense but I'm thinking it's because of the news I dropped on him.

"As long as you don't fuck him were okay"

I scuff, did he really just say that?

"Jack what the fuck? Why would you even say that?" I roll my eyes and turn my attention back to being fully on the road.

"What? I'm just saying don't do anything with him."

I roll my eyes again, "you didn't have to say it like that. And you know I'd never cheat on you."

He reaches his hand over and squeezes my thigh, "I know, I love you."

I side smiled and said, "I love you too"

I put my juul to my lips and inhaled the pink lemonade pod and ghosted the smoke.

I slowly pulled up to a red light, turning my left turn signal on.

I blew the smoke out and sat and waited for the light to turn green.

Jack

My girl is so beautiful.

I pulled up my phone and took a picture of her.

After typing my caption I posted it on my story.

I locked my phone and grabbed her juul out of her hands, hitting it.

"Your so hot when you smoke" she smirked at me while watching me.

I blew the smoke in her face and she laughed shaking her head as she made a left turn.

- - -

After we reached the airport when all got out of the car, including my baby Eva.

She wraps her arms around Johnson first. I'm glad we all were best friends before me and Eva started dating, that way my brother and my wifey will always be good with each other.

I don't know what'd I do if my homie didn't fuck with my girl, that's a though one.

She then moved on to Makayla. It's like perfect how it all worked out. I wish we would've started our relationships in high school, prom would have been a banger.

She was already emotional, "Eva I fucking already miss you bitch" Makayla said. Eva groaned and threw her head back, "bitchhhhh I miss you right now." 

They both laughed and kissed eachother's cheeks and then Eva moved to be in front of me.

She wrapped her small arms around me and I wrapped mine around her. My hands were rubbing the exposed skin on her back and I was giving her small kisses on her head.

"I'm going to miss you baby." I spoke softly to her.

She sniffled and said, "me too."

I pulled her chin up to my face and passionately kissed her. Just knowing that I won't be able to do this whenever I want for the next 48 hours is already killing me.

Our kiss ended and I squeezed her hand and started walking away with Jj and Makayla.

She waved to us and then started making her way back out to my Jeep.

Here we go.

Eva

The car ride is already lonely.
I thought about what to do, seeing as though I'm hella bored and we're not leaving until late tonight, I think I might hangout with some friends.

I usually only talk to the guys and Makayla but I lowkey really miss my Magcon guys, and of course Madison and Lox.

I wish we could go back on the tour, to bad I missed out on so much of it.

I'd text Madison but I already talked to her the other day and she's in Cuba right now with her family, god everyone is on vacation spending time with their family's.

Damn. It really just hit me that it's not going to be the same for me anymore.

I really need to see my dad and Emma, it's been too long.

I'll just stay at my dads when I fly back, I'm going to be there for a few days might as well save some money.

I thought about who I could hangout with and my first thought was Cameron.

I FaceTimed him.

*convo*
C- Eva? What's up girl
E- awhhh hi Cameron
C- what have you been on
E- recording songs, me and jack got back together, annddd the new house. What about you?
C- I've been modeling a lot for this new agency, actually I have a shoot in a little at this really cool hidden beach, would you like to come with me?
E- yes! I should go change-
C- no! You look beautiful, just come straight to my house.
E- okay send me your location and I'll be there
C- bye love
E- bye Cameron
*end of convo*