temporary | d.s.

16 - of my beatle car

We went home after that night and I'm really looking forward to watch a movie today because Dani is treating me to the movies and man, accept what he's about to give because it's rare. He may have money but he's not that spoiled spending all his money then asking his parents again for money.

Im sorryyyy

Hey Im sorryy

Sorrryyyy

I'm really sorry

I didn't mean to

Im sorrrrryyyyyyy

I'm still not planning on forgiving him because after I wake up thus morning, it's not all my fault because I do have the right to push him. I'm not ready and he knows that but he still pushed it. Sure, it's partly my fault, only me getting all the care while he doesn't get anything back but that's the point, and I didn't mean to be selfish because some men are like that, be caring and sweer at first and when you've fallen deeply and already be his, he will not care anymore might as well use it at first. They're just good in the beginning. I'm not generalizing men but some of them based on books and novels. Yeah, I'm that boring.

"Dream, I'm gonna go to the cafe, here's your breakfast." My mom shouted from downstairs so I got up and immediately climbed down to say goodbye to her.

"Yeah, bye mom. Love you. Thanks for the breakfast." I said as I hugged her and dig in to the pancakes that she made.

"Cafe lady, why are you here?" I heard Zach's voice outside our door so I immediately got up and rushed to the door.

"Young boy, this cafe lady is Dream's mom and why the hell are you here?" My mom stood.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I'm here to talk to Dream." He said. As if I want to talk to him.

"She doesn't want to talk to you." My mom said, go mom. It's time for me to interject before my mom cut this boy's head and I can't stop her if she will cut both of it.

"Mom, go to work. I can handle this." I said as I appear from behind and there I saw a Zach that's clearly owning the messy hair. Dream, you idiot. Mom looked at me for confirmation and I nodded at her and she went on her way to work.

"Yes!" Zach exclamed in celebrationbut Dream clearly has something in mind.

"Don't celebrate yet boy." I said as I slammed the door at his face. "You know that I know that what you did is fucking horrible and I don't think I would be wasting my time talking to you."

"Oh- Dream, please talk to me please. I know I made a great great mistake and you're right. I should've waited just like you wanted. I shouldn't have rushed things and now look where it got me. I shouldn't have kissed her in front of you and it's a low blow. I'm sorry, I blew it up."

I opened the door and looked at this Zach who is clearly hurt. Wait, does he get that so easily? Why is it always so.easy for him?

"You can't just take back what you left and what could've been yours." I said because I still wouldn't allow what he'd just done.

"That's why I'm here, to ask for anotger chance which I understand if you won't give but I'm not giving up. I promise I'll wait this time." He pleaded.

"Don't promise, prove it." I said and I'm proude of this not vulnerable Dream that I'm going with.

"I will, just give me a chance." He said, clearly happy now. "I'm going to pick you up at 5." He said as he goes back to his car, jumping like a child with a huge grin on his face.

Shit, I still have a day with Dani.