temporary | d.s.

36 - even though i know

I didn't expect that Dan would still pick me up and now he's at the front door. I opened it up for him but I went straight to his car. I didn't know that he would really take his jealousy seriously because I got no text or call from him last night. Even just a simple text that says he got home safe is ok. No good morning texts this morning as well.

"What's your problem?" I asked him.

"What's my problem, well my girlfriend just ignored me to hang out with a 'childhood friend'." He said and it became really funny to me that he's seriously jealous of Jonah.

"You are clearly jealous of Jonah?"

"What?! No?! Why would I be if my girlfriend just enjoyed a sweet tight hug with him in front of me and plus, he spent a whole day with him touring around but no because you're just friends right?" He exaggerately said and laughed at it more. "It's funny to you then, because in my eyes that's not what a 'friend' would do. I know that and I've done that when you were with Zach, I try to make myself noticeable so I pull off moves and seeing that my girlfriend likes him and clearly I would not be jealous about."

I feel offended because he made me feel like I would jump on Jonah in front of him which I wouldn't do because he's really just a friend to me. It happens that we haven't seen each other for a long time so we missed each other and I couldn't wrap my head around it that he couldn't understand.

"Then if you think that I will cheat to you with Jonah, you should double think because you of all people would know that." I slammed the door at him. I opened it again because I forgot something that my mom wants me to say to him. "Oh, my mom said that you should come by for dinner to celebrate a welcoming for Jonah and us being together which clearly is unstable right now so don't go if you don't like seeing your 'girlfriend' missing a childhood friend." I said and slammed the door, again.