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19 - it was us

Hey

Answer me

Where have you been?

Why are you ignoring me?

Answe my calls please

Heyyy

Don't ignore me please

It's been 5 days after I answered yes to Zach and the last time I spoke to him was that ride on Monday to school. I only managed to smile at Dani and walked away from him and I really feel bad. Zach started ignoring me and I don't want to interfere with his friends and trespass so I couldn't make a move or just talk to him. I don't want the people to see that I throw myself at him and look desperate. I thought that he's the guy so he would make all the moves but he didn't. Actually he's been ignoring me for 5 days and I don't know why I didn't confront him yet. No answer to my calls, no text backs, and not even an actual conversation. All I see is him laughing his ass off with his friends. Sometimes I caught him looking at me so I smiled but he'd only look away and continue to focus on his friends. What is his problem? Last time I checked we're together but I'm not sensing his presence.

I suddenly have this confidence to talk to him even if he's in front of his friends so I walked in might to their table and now everybody's looking at me. This was a bad idea, fuck.

Zach looked up at me and said, "What?" His response had me shocked, the audacity.

"What do you mean what?" I said and don't get me started on this bullshit. "You just asked me to be your girlfriend and after I said yes you're just going to ignore me?"

I heard a couple of "ooh's" around us but I don't care. He needed to be slapped with embarassment.

"It's over little girl so scurry off." Allisa, the whore said as she flap her acrylic nails off.

"What's over?" I asked because I'm clearly confused on what's going on.

"Aw, Zach, tell this poor girl right here that it's all a game, babe." She said and as soon as her hands layed on Zach's shoulder, all I can see is red. "Really? A cheek kiss, tease!"

"Zach, you need to tell me what's going on because if this nasty bitch speaks another shit that came into her 2nd asshole, I can't promise you that her fake hair would still be attached to her head any minute now." I warned him.

"It's a dare, Dream. All of it was a dare and it ended when you answered yes. You ok with that?" He blankly said and I can't believe it, he made me believe it. All he did was fake and just because of a stupid dare? Poor Dream, you're a fool.

"A dare? What are you in 2nd grade?" I screamed at their faces but the bitch won't seem to budge. "Well congratulations, you win your game and you're officially an asshole in my eyes."

I flip him off as I walked away. I'm still lucky that none of the teachers are in the room or I'll clearly be in trouble right now for cussing and causing a scene which I have the right to because the shadow had just been played. This is not what I want and I entered it because of some stupid asshole and now I'm the center of attention.

I don't know what to do but my feet keeps on going. It's going to a person that I really miss and need right now. The person that I should've listened to in the first place. The person that's been there for me but I didn't care.

"Well look who decided to show up after ignoring me?"

I walked up to him and cried to his chest. "You're doing this frequently and I don't like it."