Haphephobia - Bakushima/Kiribaku

Chapter 12

As I stepped away from the piano I threw myself in my bed and sighed, I started thinking a bit about the weird red head. Well he was naturally black haired. Why was he always so damn happy? Or more like why the fuck is he hiding the fact that he has one of the weirdest fears ever??
Or the fact that he's hiding his real self? I tch'ed and rolled over and started scrolling through Instagram.
I was so concentrated until I heard a thump. I blinked a couple times then my eyes widened.

"Fuck."

I instantly fell off my bed, stood up, and ran out my room as quick as I could. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck-
"K-Katsuki..." I ran into the living room and I saw my dad. His poor weak body was on the ground shaking, his eyes were literally digging into me yelling help. I instantly grabbed a phone and dialed 119. I ran to my dad and started to make sure he would get up. The number continued and I felt like crying, "COME ON FUCKING PICK UP!" Then I heard a voice, "Hello 119 ho-"
"SEND A FUCKING AMBULANCE RIGHT NOW!"
"Calm down sir tell me you location."
"XXX XXXXXXX XX XXXX"
(I have no clue what I just did-)
"We're on our way," they instantly hung up and I started to lift my dad up. His face was getting paler and I started to curse out loud and then I heard a small voice.
"Katsuki?" I looked over my shoulder and saw Grei. Oh no please get the fuck away..
"Grei go back to bed," I said sternly.
"But dad-"
"Go back to bed Grei please."
She sniffled a bit and nodded.

I lifted myself up with my dad and started to pick him up, surprisingly he wasn't very heavy due to him refusing to eat. I walked out the door and started to walk quickly. I couldn't wait honestly, like I was there trying to run to the hospital with my dying father in my own fucking arms. I ran without trying to break or dropping him. Please stay with me dad.
His breathing was getting slower and I couldn't help but run faster while letting my tears fall out.
"WHERE'S THE FUCKING AMBULANCE!" I yelled as I collapsed with my father in my arms. I started crying while holding him tightly. "Please don't go dad," I sobbed out.
"Katsuki... We already knew this would happen..." He let out. I cried more as I saw the ambulance at a distance. "You'll be okay Dad I p-"
"I-it's to l-late kid... Remember t-to take c-care of your mother and sister..."
"Shut the fuck up old man you're going to be okay," I choked out.
"You're just like you mother... I love you both..." He whispered as he closed his eyes. I shaked him softly and got no response. "Dad, don't fucking okay with me, open your eyes," I said harshly yet so pathetically, "please open your eyes old man... Fucking open them.."
No response. As the ambulance people started to take him from my arms. I instantly thought of my mom. She had to know but she wasn't here and my sister was all alone at the house. I took my phone out and called someone.

"Hey Kat wassup?"

"Ochaco I know you don't want to hear from me but please go to my house and take care of my little sister," I said quickly.
I started to get into the ambulance when she spoke again, "Is everything alright?"
"Honestly no, so please for fuck sakes just go."
"Okay I will, be careful."
"Yeah whatever." I said and hung up. The ambulance started going but what was the point. My dad never got to respond back.

-Present-

While shitty hair started walking out I couldn't help but feel bad. The red head was scratching his wrists and I felt something in my chest just ache. I didn't cause that right?
I slumped and let my hand go through my hair carefully. I'm the worst person out there, I hit my ex, I deny everything that's true, I couldn't save my father, now I caused someone go through a panic attack. I sat back up and glanced beside me. Ochaco was talking with Deku with the brightest smile I ever seen. She's probably way better off without me.

Damn I really fucked my whole life up...

I couldn't help but let out a weak laugh then I silently cursed at myself repeatedly.

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I walked out of class and shoved everyone in my way just to get to my locker. People would give me looks and I'd shoot them a glare back. Like it's annoying as fuck seeing people just giving you looks. Like mind your own business.
"Hey Bakugou!" I looked over my shoulder to see a girl with weird pink hair.
"What?" I ask a bit harshly. She continued smiling then she lifted her arm as if she was stretching. Then I see her fist come towards my way.
Oh.
I grabbed her fist as it came near me and pulled it down and glared at her.
"What the fuck?" I hiss as I come close to her. She scrunched up her nose and came closer to me. She was obviously angry about something.
"Why did you do that to Ei?" I raised a brow.
"Do what to who the fuck?"
"Don't play dumb with me you angry Pomeranian," she hissed.
I looked down at her and slowly and clearly say, "Who. The. Fuck. Is. Ei."
"Kirishima stupid!"
"Call me that again and I'll be shaving your stupid cotton candy looking hair and forcing it down your throat you fucking bitch."
Her eyes widened a bit then came back to a glare. "Like you'd do jackshit. What the hell did you do to Kirishima?"
"Nothing, just scared him a bit."

She looked pissed as hell once I said that. Next thing I notice is her getting hold back by Soy sauce and Pikachu.

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Ayeeeeeeeee
I posted early again ;)
If my next update is late I apologise for that 🤠
I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter? Sorry if Bakugou seemed a bit out of character :(
And sorry for any grammar mistakes I didn't bother editing not like I ever edit either way lmao-

Welp cya later ;))