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39. Cut it out

The first four classes of Friday went by so fast, I almost couldn't keep track. I was done with all my assignments, which I usually was, meaning I had the whole weekend off. I ate lunch with Becca again and earned the same judging glares from the guys at the center table. I wondered if Sam had told them about our conversation.

I had been waiting all week for gym class. I was excited to play basketball again. I had a good time last time, but I was kind of worried if I would be treated differently now, because of my relationship with Becca.

Thankfully the guys didn't seem to treat me any differently while we played. In fact, I got passed the ball more than last time, and I scored us the most goals.

When the buzzer sounded, we all cheered. Some of the guys made chest bumps while others chanted our team name. I shuffled over to Becca who was sitting on the bleachers, clapping for us. I caught up to her and planted a kiss on her lips. When I pulled back, she looked over at the guys whom I just knew where watching us.

"They're starring" she whispered to me and placed her hand on my cheek. "I don't care" I said and kissed her once again. She smiled while I kissed her and placed her hands on my neck.

After the coach gave us his usual speech, me and the guys all shuffled to the changing rooms. I took a quick shower and tried to get control over my hair in the tiny locker mirror.

Me and Becca had agreed to hang out at her place tonight and watch a movie. She assured me that her dad was out with his girlfriend and wouldn't be home until the next morning. I was kind of scared that he was going to come bursting through her door again. But my urge to be with Becca was stronger than my fear of her dad.

"So, you and Becca are really a thing now, huh?" Alex suddenly asked me as we stood next to each other, between the lockers. "Yeah, we are" I answered.

"So, have you guys like, done the nasty yet?" Troye joined in with a cheeky smirk. All the guys in the room chuckled stupidly. I could feel my cheeks getting warm. I knew they were going to judge me for not having had sex with her yet, for them that was the first thing you did with a girl.

"Uhm.." I said, not knowing whether to tell them the truth or lie completely. "Does she make you like, do satanic rituals before you fuck her or something?" one of the guys whose name I couldn't remember, chimed in. All the guys started laughing loudly. I could feel my anger build inside of me.

"Yeah, does she make you call her weird names and tie you up and shit?" Alex said and the guys laughed even louder. I grabbed the side of my locker so hard my knuckles turned white. I was about to turn around and tell them off, but suddenly Sam spoke.

"Guys cut it out please. Leave him alone and stop talking shit about Becca, like you know anything about it" Sam said and left everyone in the room speechless. Troye and Alex shrugged, with their stupid grins still plastered on their faces, but at least they shut up.

I looked over at Sam who shut his locker closed and walked out of the room. The guys continued talking, but this time it was about some videogame I didn't know anything about. Thankfully they didn't talk about Becca. It was crazy how much power Sam actually had over these guys. I threw my clothes on and ran out of the room trying to catch Sam, but he was already gone. I ran outside to the parking lot, but he was still nowhere to be seen. I really wanted to know why he stood up for me. After our conversation I thought there was no chance he would ever stand up for her or even me, like that.

I suddenly noticed Becca standing at my car looking around as if she was searching for me.

I went over to her and she hugged me. "Ready to go?" she asked, and I nodded at her.

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Me and Becca were cuddled together in her bed and were once again watching a horror movie, that made me jump every 5 minutes. Every time I flinched; Becca giggled while I tried to act like I wasn't scared at all.

When we had watched about half of the movie, I suddenly felt Becca starting to draw circles with her finger on my chest, which made my breath quicken. She reached up and placed her lips so softly on my jaw, I had to bite down to stop myself from moaning. She continued kissing me on my jaw until I turned my head and kissed her lips. She deepened the kiss immediately and I ran my fingers through her hair. Suddenly she crawled up on my lap without breaking our kiss and I automatically placed my hands on her waist.

We continued kissing and I realized that making out with Becca, with the sound of people screaming bloody murder in the background, was quickly becoming my favorite thing. Becca ran her hands all over my chest and I wasn't quite sure what to do with my hands. I had never made out with a girl this heated before.

Suddenly Becca reached behind her back and gently placed her hands on top of mine and slid them down, so that they were on her butt. I felt kind of shy, but I decided to do what she wanted me to. I slowly roamed my hands around her waist and bottom, squeezing tighter every now and then, which made her moan. My favorite sound in the world. She reached under my shirt and pushed it over my head. I helped her get it off me, but quickly kissed her again. I suddenly felt her hands reach down for my belt and I pulled back from our kiss.

"What is it?" Becca asked with a worried look. "Uhm, I just..."I trailed off, feeling quite embarrassed of myself. "What?" Becca asked once again and placed her hand on my bare chest. "It's just I haven't... I haven't really..." I fumbled with my words, not knowing how to get it out.

"I haven't been with anyone before" I said, trying to make it sound delicate but I sounded like a complete fool. Becca pulled back a little and I suddenly regretted ever saying anything to her. I was so afraid that she would be too weirded out when she found out I was a virgin.

"Blake that's okay. We don't have to do anything right now. How about we just cool down and watch the rest of the movie?" she said and gave me kiss on the cheek. I was relieved that she didn't kick me out or laugh in my face. I couldn't believe how understanding she was. She had been having sex since she was 14 and I had never even seen a girl naked before.

She cuddled up next to me again while I put on my shirt. We watched the rest of the movie while Becca answered my stupid questions about what was happening in the movie.

She was so patient with me. A part of me wanted to have sex with her right away, but another part wanted to wait until I was truly ready. And at that moment, I guess the second part won.

We watched the movie through and by the end of it, Becca was asleep next to me. I watched her for a couple minutes until I decided to get up and go home. I kissed her lightly on her temple and tucked the covers over her. I turned the lights off and got out into my car and drove home.

My love for this girl grew with every touch, every kiss and every word. As I drove home in the rain, my heart was still beating fast, thinking about her kissing me. I had a feeling that this girl had changed my life forever.

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Thank you for reading todays chapter! I hope you enjoyed it.

I apologize for not being very consistent in my uploading schedule lately. I'm still in the middle of moving house so everything is very chaotic right now.

But soon I'll be back on the regular schedule :)
Thank you for being paitient with me.

Yours, Ani